sweet night

Yesterday was a sweet night to me. Haha. A guy name Kosuke, he is from Japan & he is the first friend i met in Korea. I very proud of him, cause he is a jap, but can speaks well in English. Most of the friends surprise on his well speaks English. Hoho.. Actually i quite hide him last few days, cause i don't want to have a talk with him about 1 of the incident. But eventually we met on the streets yesterday & we talk, drink & talk, drink.

Talked a lots with him, he is the 1 can notice my stress & unhappy. I really touch when he told me this, but most sad is he is going back to Jap soon, and not coming back already.

He is a person that likes to tease me, but yesterday he got praise me. ^_^ that's a rare thing.
He said that my hair nice, but also add on, that's the only thing i have. T_T
He also said that i'm a charming girl, just that i did not realise it my self. This really surprise me. ^^
He also said that i'm a special girl that he ever met, and this special makes me charm. Hoho

Never thing that he will said this to me, but i really get touch by him. He always care on my feeling, on my situation.
But in the other way i feel sorry to him, cause i don't get to be with when he call me out. I always been tie by the group i in now.
He got told me that the group i in now, is not the life i want. Haha.. Again surprise on this.

About the incident, i already let go and no care anymore on that, till yesterday he still care for me, and at last we got to talk about the incident while he's not in a drunk situation. He feel not worth for me and unhappy for me. I don't know that he will know about the incident & feel sad for me. But i actually feel nothing about this incident. Haha..

Really thanks to him so much.
But he is leaving soon..

난 어떻게 될걸?

난 어떻게 될걸?

미정이 떠났어..
친구가 있기있는데
미정이 같은 친구가 없어

같이 맛있는 음식 먹고 구경 도 하고 여행 도 해
다들 친구는 그냥 신춘에 있고 싶어!!
왜??
kanasai..

다시

난 다시 다이어트 생각도 나왔다
여로 까지 이유가있고
다른 사람 의 위해 자기 의 위해

1) 음식 생각는 모리 속에서 버려야돼!
2) 이런 결심이 꽉 잡 고 마음이 먹을 야돼!

일단 이 2개 제일 중요해!!

이번 진짜 독바로 해야돼!!

beach

Beach is always the place i like, i don't like to step into sea water, may be don't like the feeling after that. I like the wind blow and when the feeling of stepping on the sand, is really feel nice & relax. This is the first oversea beach to me, even i've been to feel countries before but this is the frist time went to other country's beach. Long time not been to beach, really like it. A long the way i also no step into sea water for once, and i'm the only 1 who walk damn slow, because we walk from an end and need to walk till the other end. When they till the end playing already i still walking a lot, resting my mind, looking around, listening to the wave sound. Is a really nice place to me.

When i back to Seoul and look back to my photos, i just realise that i did not take much photo at the beach. T_T sad..

But is still ok, at least got. The photo i put on is 1 of the photo i most satisfied with. ^_^

i did it

I push away the dinner meeting again. I think i refuse to go out with her that just the 2 of us only. I really affraid that i will show my truth face to her, i mean i don't know how to face her with poker face. To her i really need to wear mask, not say that i'm fake but i really need to wear at that situation. If not me and her can't be friend. I'm serious.

This time i really want to have dinner with her, but it really stress me up, i keep on non stop thinking how should i react towards her. I feel guilty that not meeting her so i asked her for dinner yesterday, but i just called her and push this appointment. Gosh.. I really don't mean it but.. i did it.

Super guilty!
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but i feel release after cancel the appointment.
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saddy

Just found out that i have not much pictures for Busan trip.

As in I in the pictures not much and others have more pictures in my camera more then me. +_+

Summore my pictures is not nice punya.

I can shoot nice for others but people can't shoot nice for me. U_U

emm

Oh my, a bit jealous. Brain non stop keep repeating or imagining how was it.

Makino Chaya

Venue: Makino Chaya
Direction: Line 2 KangNam station, exit 1.
Advice: Better to made reservation before.

Raw crabby.

Soba

Eel fish that i really like.

Scallops

Salad bar

Appetizer

Deserts

Sushi bar

Hand-rolls

Tomato with cream cheese fill

My first dish

잘먹겠습니다

Cooked marinated pork that so oriental taste

clockwise: shrimp tempura, cod fish, eel fish sushi,mini spicy drumstick, cooked marinated pork.

Korean purple rice

Shabu shabu

Noodles

Scallop

Fruits
The grape, is the weirdest grape i tasted before, first time i can't finish this little grapes.

Main dish of the day, Big Shrimp.

The Eight

My desert. All i took taste damn nice.
Especially the choco chocolate.

The Choco Chocolate i LOVE!!

Was my most costly dinner in Seoul. It cost me around RM130 for this dinner. To me is same as Jogoya in KL. But of cause the food here taste much more better and more variety of choices. Usually i don't look into the cake while i eat buffet, but this time i can't take my eyes out of cake and choco. Actually that day i lack of appetite, don't know why. From morning i already did not ate much even at the noon and tea time. Not purposely to left place for night, but just can't ate anything. While till that time, my appetite suddenly recover and i ate lots! Really lots!! May be want to eat for the worthy ba.. But i really get fun on it. ^_^

If got spare money i may go again. Hoho.. IF!!

사주 카페 - fortune telling cafe

Went to fortune telling today, again. Haha. Actually i went before with Nat when she was here. While i actually quite believe in Tarot cards. Cause for the tarot cards, you are the one who pick up the cards and the person just tell what about the cards said. That time my tarot telling something true about mine. And after few months later i went again by today!

This time was actually MJ the one who want to ask, so we went to MeongDong after raya lunch. We went to that time the cafe i went, but is not open. There's once MJ went there too, but she failed to see for tarot, in her mine that this cafe don't have to fate with her so she give up.

We went to the other fortune telling cafe.

My first tarot time, the person just tell my things up till Sept, and so i also look for tarot for my next few month. Of cause i asked punya also l.o.v.e.. Opps

He asked me to pick 6 cards, and you know what, the last card was the same card as my 1st time, AND they mean the same thing!! @_@ Goosebumps!!

Ok, this time her told that i a fate at coming winter. He ask me not to stay still and be a bit aggressive as in to give to the guy. U_U

BUT today i also did 사주 telling, which is look on my date of birth and time and tell me life fortune. I really scare look on this, cause i scare to know about bad things on me. Haha..

But still i look on it after MJ looks..

terms

This is my spring term class.

This is my summer term.

How will it be for my autumn class??

Elephant

An elephant created by me.
That's mean that how free am i.
Wahaha.. Is a super elephant!!

shift

Shifted to a longer room for 30minutes ago. I think for so long that whether to change room or not. When i first saw the room i wanted to shift so much, but when ajumma told me today that have the same room and asked me wanted to shift or not, i think again. To shift or not to shift. Shift already how will it be? Stay still how will it be? At last my body work first, shift thing without knowing the mind. Haha.

The good thing is i have can use the table already, as in no need just sit on the bed to use comp and eat, now i can use table to do this thing. Some more study rightly. Haha.

But now i need to think of where should my head face while sleeping.
Hmm...

contradiction

Albert-me-Darina

They will be flying off on the same day that is tomorrow. But they had farewell party like for 3 days, but i think because is in holidays, most of the people have went back to their hometown, so the people who joined were not much as usual. To me it was not so fun, i just can create the fun myself by taking pictures around.
Albert is a 5 years elder than me 오빠. He is American-korean, but after you know him you just can feel that he is an American and don't have korean blood at all. He like to said "Fxxk" in most of his sentence, he like to express in that way. Sometimes i really beh tahan that. Opps.

Darina, is my level 3 classmates. We get close after our vacations. She was my roommates, she is really outgoing girl, likes to hangout, like to drink. But she is not a carnival, hoho. Oh ya, she is younger than me 5 years. Opps.

WuRui-me

WuRui is a cute but sometimes annoying girl. She likes to 에교 which i don't really like. Opps. She actually went back to China already. Back to march that time, when my first day of school, she's the 1 who sat besides me and i say hi to her. But later on she ran to the next class, i was shock and wondering that did i scare her off, who knows that she actually ran into the wrong class at the beginning. Opps. She likes Shota, that the guy who gave me the special gift. I knew that when i open her phone and saw his photo as her stand by wallpaper. @_@ While later on i knew that i'm not the only 1 who knows it, most of the friends also knew that she likes him! Opps. By the summer term that, she and i were classmates. I felt sad for her that cause she use to get contact with those who had left trough FB, but in china can't use for FB, is like cutting off all the contact with all of us already.

By the way, i don't think that i will specially think of them but i will still miss them.
Contradiction.

U_U

Don't know why this day the internet doesn't goes smooth for me.

Is my computer problem?

Is internet problem?

Is weather problem?