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다시 4급 공부하기가 싫 단 말이아!!

감동 많이 받았음

Hokaido,Japan 한 유명한 곳에 의 명품.
초콜릿 ^_^

나 한테 완전 소중한 선물이다.

이선물 받을수있는 거 상상 못했음.

Got this present from a friend i really like. Like as in little brother like. Hehe. Back to last month, he suddenly said that he going back to his hometown and i just knew it when he was on the way to airport. Once i knew and i straight called him, he said that he will be back by this month and i asked to get present for me. Haha.

When he back to Korea he also didn't tell everybody. He just called when he reach, again everybody got surprise for his return. So i meet up with him a day and we went for dinner, just the 2 of us. Oh ya! He is the only 1 guy that company till midnight and we went for BBQ meat at early morning 4am, 6am. Haha. We talk a lots and having a fun night, we were met from 7.30pm and until 12am. @_@ At dinner time i asked him whether got present for him or not (ask without having 휘망), without second thought he said YES. @_@ I was shock and i ask again and again for confirmation. Haha. But he said that he just prepared for few person so asked me not to tell so i can't posted in FB. >< style="text-align: center;">Shota & Me

He is my level 3 class friend and is a guy that sit beisde me that first talk with me. We were getting more close after we went to a same friend's birthday party, before that i like to make fun around him he felt annoying about me but after the party he realise that i'm a funny and nice girl and start talk a lots with me. At level 3 he had run out of his absents time, and don know how i'm the 1 who woke him up to prevent he get hang at level 3. Don't know why that we always hang until 5am, 6am or even morning .. Talk eat & drink.

He consider 인기남. There's a china that really like him. At first of cause tak tau punya, then once while want to play this girl hp & 딱 flip open her phone, Shota's photo was the wallpaper with love dropping icon!! 완전 깜놀!! The next time i talk with her and she told me her own and was after her confession. But the guy doesn't really take the confession into heart, but she is. I did asked before Shota is he know that this china girl is actually like him, he answer'may be'. When the time she confessed Shota took it as she had drunk so simply said it. She got so sad that i told her that he's leaving and she don't know about it. This time he's back so ngam for her, was her birthday. She ask for kiss from him and he really gave!! I meant they really kiss, more detail was 뽀뽀 at lips. U_U i did asked how long was the kiss. Haha. This girl also geng! She is now same class with me and at the first day of class we did self intro and she 바로바로 told that she has a guy that she like! @_@ Can said that she tells to most of the friends that she like Shota.

Shota, a guy looks naughty, not responsible, not reliable playboy.. But actually he is not at all. He really a good guy!! He is going back soon on Sept. So need to hang out more with him while he still at Korea, but he is busy. U_U

*I still haven't open the give. LOL!!!

Not pro

I not pro on cooking but just like to cook and bake. Bake is impossible at this situation but cook still possible. The cooking ingredients are so convenient at here. Can easily get from super market. Again i really like the super market here. Even is ready mix, but that's still tasty, just need to add some ingredients to fill it up. I try 순두부 찌게 on Sunday, nice. I cook quite often at here, cause i feel to cook and can makes me feels good after cooking. I think is a way to let go my stress. I always wanted to shop alone in super market. But will feel lonely too of cause. The super market near by my place is not big enough, still can't satisfied me. Hoho.

Super market, I'm Loving It!!

HoW

How should i do?

Haih~~
Don't really want to express this.

Tak tauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

MisBelieve

Went to 용평 yesterday, with MJ & 1 of her HK friend. Actually i was regret that say yes to MJ for this trip. But at last i also went with her. Yesterday was a raining day and i had not enough sleep at all. Feel so sien for the trip. Is really expensive for the trip, 28000won (~RM74) for the bus ticket and 20000won(~RM60) for the entrance fees. Is actually take 2and half hours to be there and because is raining day so it took more than that. The bus start at 8am and i have to need to wake up by 5.30am to prepare and reach the station by 7.30am. I was i n the bus at 8am and get down from the bus by 1pm!! @_@ The other point is need to get on the bus again by 5pm to back to Seoul, that's the only last bus to back to Seoul of the day. WTH! What fun can we get for the only 2 hours. Again need to get out from the pool and shower by 3.30pm.

Lucky that the place not fun and not big and is small. Most of it is suitable for children. I was happy at first when i get in to the pool but there's lots of children and that's the only fun thing, so when the time goes long it become not fun le. Over all...........not fun. T_T

李锦记 in Korea-E-mart

Garlic Chili Sauce(red)-Ma Po Sauce(green)-Seafood Sauce(purple)

Sauce for sweet & sour pork.
Gu Lou Yok!

Oyster Sauce!!

Most of the food i wanted to cook need to use oyster sauce. I was wondering whether can i find oyster sauce in Korea. Mana tau today i found it in my shopping paradise, E-Mart! One of the big super market in Korea. I really like to shop in super market. I can spend 2 hours in there, looking around thinking around to buy or not to buy. The food testing here is paradise. They prepare testing food in a big portion not like Malaysia so kiam siap. You sure will get to eat and drink. ^_^

And the hygienically of the promoter for the food. They need to wear apron and with a special kind of mask to cover their saliva. But because i too short, so i still kena some saliva, from a guy that is much more taller than me. *_*

This few days i so in the mood of nescafe, but here did not sell for nescafe so i need to find a good 3in1 coffee here. When i was wandering which 1 to get, i saw testing! Walk fast towards and tested and i bought it. For the reason that, taste suitable for me and it can use cold water for it! Cool for me. Haha. Cause however i still prefer cold coffee. And i actually drinking it now. ^_^

Oh and i like to eat luncheon meat but here is expensive for me, especially SPAM. It cost ~4000won(that is ~RM12 per can). Is expensive for a luncheon meat. So i always go for the cheapest and tak tau what is the brand, but always i bought the can with there stated 'luncheon meat'. Cause i scare scare also. T_T

The super market here is really convi for those lazy cooker. Cause is a bit complicated and lots of works to cook a meal of Korean food. So now the super market all come out with those instant packet. Can get so many kinds of instant soup, even though for 욕개장,됀장찌게,김치찌게,촉, etc. Really convenient!! And the huge kinds of frozen foods.

Super market is my shopping paradise!!!!!!!

Daddy ILoveYou

OMG~!

I really touch by my dad. I actually not really talk with my dad. Cause we less topic. But I really love my dad and i proud because I'm her daughter. When I'm young i already feel proud to become the daughter of this family. My mom from English school while my dad from Chinese school. So my mom can teach me English and Malay while my dad teach Chinese and Math. When I get elder, when ever our family when for outing most of the time I will hold my dad's arm and we both walk behind while my sis and mom walk in front shopping. Cause i don't like to shop so i will stay with my dad. Even we sticking together but we didn't talk much. Haha. Cause my dad is a serious man, hard to get my cold/lame joke. Opps. When ever i hold my dad's arm and walk together, my mom and sis sure will say that i 'jeting' my dad, for money or to get him to buy me something. U_U Cause i think i did that before when i was young. Opps. I wanted to walk with him but i tak tau what can i talk, less of topic.

When my secondary school time, i really like chemistry this subject, and i think mostly because of the gene from my dad. My dad is pro on chemistry. I really focus most on chemistry and i wanted to be proud on this subject. Hoho.

My dad never force me to study or do the things i want. Once i end my study i slowly take my time to find work, cause i don't know what can i work in. Once i got work, he is the 1 most happy for me and ask me to work well, and no matter what work i go, he will just support me, no matter how was the paid was and what kind of work i in. The paid i got from the previous work was consider low payment, it will be not enough if my dad no help me cover my petrol bills. I keep on got those thinking that i worry that my work can repaid back for my study fees.

I really touch now, cause i just webcam with my mom and she just told me that my dad still keeping the RM100 that i gave him from my first salary paid. He still keeping in his wallet!! I really cried out when i knew that. How can i not touch.

Send me all the way to Korea, 1 of my friend say that i'm 'giam siap', cause i think so much to get a thing. For example, Post-It for 2000won(RM6), i not going to buy that i want find for 1000won(RM3). I some more thinking to buy or not tim. And you know what, I have spend like RM1000+ for just only 2 weeks. @_@ That lots!! I can't spend it that way. U_U I need to 아끼게spend my money.

Daddy I really really LOVE YOUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!
MUACKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

My summer in Seoul.

Is super duper hot in Seoul for summer time. Compare with Malaysia here is much more hotter and humid. Once you explore to outside you can feel your skin is sticky right away. Not i kua juong is really like that. I eat quite a lots of cold things because of the hot weather. But i scare scare that my inner body can't take it. U_U

I really sweat like hell while I just walk a short distance. I even walk slow slow but i still sweat. T_T How can i not sweat so much? I even don't dare to leave don't my hair, cause i can't take the hot. Some more this week is the hottest week. I hope it is and over this week then can get a better weather later on. The summer here is weird to me too. Cause the raining here is weird too. I don't like raining day at here cause i need to walk along the rain. And you can't really block the rain by umbrella. T_T

But is a good experience too! ^_^
Wanted to load some photo up here but can't find any photo for here. Opps..

Kanasai

That's last year, I think me and guy that we got the feel to each other. I knew from my ex-company. He is a act cool person, but this make him attractive too. At first we are not close, i tried to close with him but is hard. One day, he was designing a plan and he lack of idea and I suddenly told some ideas out and we are become in a same team. Of cause I'm happy. The other point is I move to Pandan Indah and his house is at Pandan Muda, more close. Hoho.

So we started to work together, and we handover for the holiday camp project. The 2 weeks of school holiday camps make us closer so much but in the mean time that's something happened. Not long later I've been move to his department, robot team. Was an easy job and I like to be there. Of cause most of the reason is same team with him. Seen we are close so we often hang out together, but is in a group. We tent to attend if each other joining the outing. And we tent to hunt for new food together, i found and he drive. Of cause there's others follow too. There's 1 day, he so weird that suddenly ask for yum cha and that time me and a friend were planing for that too, so we just said yes and went to his house. Mana tau not yum cha with him only there's also his friend there. But we consider colleagues, they work at the other department. So went to a place call little Genting to yum cha. That time he worry that left us out, really took good care of us.

We close until colleagues will ask either 1 of us where was me or him while either 1 was not in the office. We been having so much fun, company trip, layang-layang, picnic, river, yum cha, foods, kids.

BUT

He suddenly changed. I really confuse why he suddenly change. One day, a friend told me that 1 of the supervisor has asked him that whether he likes me. I think he get shock on it so he stayed away from me. While at the same time there's a new admin came into office, she is kinda pretty and efficient worker. When he start stay away from me, I stay more far from him. We now are zero connection.

Actually he also 1 of the reason make me so urge to come to Korea. Once he stay away from me, i start thinking to leave the company, of cause he is not the main reason to makes me resign but is one of the reason. Once I know i get to come to Korea, i applied and start working it, I leave him out of my mind. Till my last day in the company i also didn't tell him.

I always have the feel that he will like the new admin, mana tau that when i reach Korea for only 2 weeks he already announce that they are couple.

Why i wrote this post, is because i bosong of their coupling. When I'm here i just knew that me and a friend had been use by her to get him. Just don't like their 'sweet'. Not jealous but dislike.

hmm

Feel that when ever i want to write blog that time is the time I'm in depression or down moment. Few days back that 1 of my friend said that I'm worry-less. But actually I'm not, I just don't tent to show people that I'm worried on something.

Nah, this day just don't feel good and I just can act stupid. While also the atmosphere of the group are weird. I not sure also.

Again I think i gonna let go my feeling towards him soon. Is stressing me to so pay attention on him. But the other way I feel good that at least in my heart there's not empty.

Why there no guy that stress up because of liking me? Hoho. Opps..

Wow

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