Monday, December 24, 2007

the month i bron ~ december #11

still remember that day me, becky and jerena having tea at starbucks which opposite starhill
that time jerena and becky said once in a life time how also must go in to LV for once
at time i just think that non of my business....
pirated 1 i can have many many 1....
but real LV eh........
not the thing can be think by me or have it by me
BUT.....I GOT TO GO IN~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hoho..has to thanks my job...............
LV is our customer
so just the 2nd day i worked they need ppl to send things go in to starhill LV so i am the choosen 1.....^^
really happy that day.....
really the money u pay for it is really worth it man....
from the packging, the quality, the service, the brand name.....OMG~!!!!!!!!!!!
LV means LV.............
and that day i went is a diamond show week....
so the enterence there has so many guard ah......
must go in and out by scanning bar code o........
but at that moment i just feel very SYOK ah.....^^
ok after that i recieve the check from LV....OMG~!!!
the check they used is a international bank.....
the point is......they put it in a LV envelop....
really branded affection man~~!!!!!!!!!!

this is the bar code to enter starhill

Thursday, December 20, 2007

the month i born ~ december #10

a suprise....
really a suprise for me....
i went for korean class as usual and out of sudden i get present from my korean class frens...
i really never thought of i got to recieve birthday present after the day i born......
thanks for the presents lo frens..................and also got a cake.....haha ^^

Sunday, December 16, 2007

the month i born ~ december #9

husband can be the only one but not for the bf.....haha...**insane ppl start again**
my newest bf.......G-DRAGON....big bang
haha...he really cute. once he cool he really cool but when u smile he really cute la........
noon that time time saw tv show call 'on the road' aka '向世界出发' ...this time the guest is 谢霆锋
he said....once u like a person is a feel that u cant really express it by word.
if u can tell what u like about he or she and that is just show u like that person because of that only and u not really like he or she.

*example*
he: what u like about her?
she: i like his body, his character, his face......
(this shows what the girl like can be also found on other guys)

has a dicussion with wang yesterday
she said no matter how bad is junsoo he will just the only one as her husband
for me that is true
no matter how jaejung is HE STILL IS MY HUSBAND

******** me just a person who is insane..........don attack me ya~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ >.<

the month i born ~ december #8

naive sometimes can best describe for me.......
just feel that......
may be i tend to think positively as i can......
eventhought that is the fact
but what for to think complicatedly
most of the times will envy wang....cause she really know how to think
i mean when she think is really thinking seriously....she older than me ma...cause know more than me la
but nat also.....i envy
is because of her thinking mind also....haha
am i going to be kill by both of them??
i think i really need to go ddep forest to think deeply....the deepest the forest the better i think...haha ^^

*story*
山里有个洞
洞里有个庙
庙里有个佛
佛跟他的和尚说,
很久以前有一座山

山里有个洞
洞里有个庙
庙里有个佛
佛跟他的和尚说,
很久以前有一座山

山里有个洞
洞里有个庙
庙里有个佛
佛跟他的和尚说,
很久以前有一座山
山里有个洞
洞里有个庙
庙里有个佛
佛跟他的和尚说,
很久以前有一座山

山里有个洞
洞里有个庙
庙里有个佛
佛跟他的和尚说,
很久以前有一座山..........
can continue by yourself again and again

hahaahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahhahaahhahaha.............by insane dawn

the month i born ~ december #7

sien.....why opening like that leh
today is my brithday and is on friday
fren ask for celebration but i cant.......WORKING
but really feel so good on this day.......eventhough got lots of unhappy thing happen but still can be cover it
what i've been do on that day??? hmmmm
just like that......work than big dinner....................at last got to eat cake on the actuall day....haha
but the cake is a EXPIRED cake......haha..... the taste for me is that feeling....
*story begin*
wang: so now where we going?
dawn: i want o eat cake...no eat cake before on the actuall day.
wang: wed just eat ma...
dawn: i mean on that day la.
wang: okok.............than we go around enterprenuer park there find ba.
dawn: ok let's go
(found a cafe shop that has selling for cake)
wang: u go see u wan what cake ba
(after looking 1 round)
dawn: got strawberry cheese, blueberry cheese and just cheese. what u want?
wang: just ate the double cheese thing. don wan la......strawberry or blueberry ba.
(lastly decided a TIRAMISU)
wang: what is the name for the cake??
dawn: TIRAMISU~~~~~
wang: o......
(after a few bites just by dawn)
dawn: u think is the cake expired???
(wang while wacthing the newspaper and answer)
wang: TOLONG LA U~!!!!!!!!
(dawn feel so sien cause she really think the cake taste weird and not the phrase that wang will give)
(wang start to eat the cake)
wang: is the cake expired?????
(dawn stund a while)
dawn: hahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahaha
wang: hahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahahaha
( both of the so po non stop laughing at there..............)

*may be u have to be in the situation u just can be laugh like the 2 so po.............
*as a writer i really hope get to laugh on it.......

Saturday, December 08, 2007

the month i born ~ december #6

once i woke up and i saw wang's sms .....'my aunt ask u to work for her'
really suprised and get shock.....but i also looking forward for that
so go see the lady boss on monday....wang no thought that we are serious
monday interview monday start work and work till monday....
really have the thinking of quiting the job on the same day........
but i giving myself to try for few days first......everyday same feel...HOW????
also know that work here or work everywhere u also will face the samething...
BUT working for a super perfectionist really feel dying man..... always has the thinking of "me will be chop into pieces sooner or later"........sien........
working working......

Q: what do u think about work?
Q: what is the purpose of working?
Q: working really help u solve problems?
Q: is working the only way that can be choose?

*been ask by a person who are younger than me and my secondary fren which now is a boss

the month i born ~ december #5

after a long long time now get back to hometown penang~!
BUT is for a far far away relative wedding dinner, which i really don't know who are they.
me is the only grandaughter that are so free to attend the dinner........
according to my mom that the others will bring along the whole family to attend so no choice that my family also have to do that to make my family looks so GRAND~!!!!!
but how also just the 5 of us only.....5 only la man.....i saw others from grandparents till grandsons really BIG and WHOLE family attended......sigh....penang ppl attitude problem man.
penang ppl attitude is really a proble there......[PS: i stay there but not born there so i'm not orang penang]
the ppl there really know how to take other ppl advantage.................BE WARE of them....most of them la............
PS: i am ORANG IPOH ya~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, December 06, 2007

the month i born ~ december #4

birthday is a special day for me......cause i was born to this world on that day
may be my brithday is always falls on holiday so very less chance to celebrate with frens
had also i treat all of them for a dinner they just will come when secondary school time...
that's why now once i got chance i will tell ppl that my birthday is around the corner
also scare ppl don't know, forget.........i don wan celebrating my day alone...........

and i really really angry now.....WTF man........
how can sister treat others better than the own sister
own sister not human la....
own sister is a driver la....
own sister is a slave la........
ask her properly for help and answer back "u go find yourself la" "i don know la" which she has it and know how to use it.................WTF
know and say don know
have and say don have

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

the month i born ~ december #3

첫번제 한국 말러 쓰세요.
기분이 좋지만 귀잔았어요....

actually is very happy that can play internet at this time
but when get warning and this is the only time can play and just can play until 12am......ANGRY man
summore i not the one who cause things happen than the blame throw on me.....
how can i stand~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shit la!!!!!!!
who call i stay under ppl's house..................sien.......

the month i born ~ december #2

i think i d not so into TVXQ after the concert....
but very into to others korean group singer.....eg: SJ, BigBang, EpikHigh...
but talk about the outlook still TVXQ the best...haha........
those groups cannot be look down o....
heat groups in korea now....
can i this time really can go for korea??
really wan to go even i am alone.....
but just don know why i think i cant go this time successfully......sien.......

the month i bron ~ december #1




happening thing can be happen every day or month....
but this is the most important month for me~~!!!!
is the month i born~~~ hoho ^^
haven post about TVXQ concert thing......hmmmmm
is really fun that day for me...... got to see them really clear really leng zai
their performance is really GOOD~~!!!!!!!!!
good not enough......is EXTREMELY ABSOLUTELY SUPER DUPER GOOD~!!!!!!!!!!
the 5 kicik miao really geng ah~~~
but our leader yunho cant dance......sad for him....can see him really wan to performance for his fans
conclusion : no regretion man~~~~


Thursday, November 22, 2007

husband and boyfriends #2














husband and boyfriend














dono

holiday again lo.....3 months to rest...
but wanted so much to find a office part time job
dono can get not~~~~
have no plan for this holiday.....
dono how will me result??
dono how to spend well??
dono what to do??
dono ..............

new day new face new hair new feeling


after a long long time~~ i think is almost going to 1 year i have not cut my hair.....
cannot stand any more.....looks like bulldog fur.....so i go to cut my hair today d~~
very new feeling....feel so good....but it cost me RM25 man........
spen my money when i really need money....not the right time
but really need to cut d man~~~~~~~no more bulldog hair~~!!!!!

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

urgh

at first thought that by knowing korean and can talk with fren which kind of secret talking....
MANA TAU still got ppl know how to talk and use it ....
REALLY SIEN MAN~~~~
cant secret talk d.....
how can ~~!!!!

waitress or promoter
let u choose what will u choose??
i will choose for waitress that are in busy restaurant.....
time can pass fast....
promoter that selling for cloths/shoes is kind of stupid job for me..
just standing there waiting for the customers come.....while waiting nothing to do.......
boring life....
what can i do for my 3 months holiday????
really need to improve my korean man......cannot just stop at that level....HWAITING~!!!

end

again~~~~ the end for my semester final exam.....
but this time really feel sucks....
don have the happy feeling of ending the paper.....
may be i screw up my last paper that's y i don feel good.....
really sien to know that study hard but does not do well for the exam
really makes life so difficult la.....
is so hard to want to live in a happy and no worries day~~~~

Saturday, November 17, 2007

after a long time~~~~

after a long time....i back to here again...
2 paper down still got 2 paper to go....
i think my comp cant stand for long time already also....
cause it may consits a slow dying virus.....OMG..........
how can la.....very sad for this.....
no comp no life no happiness no fun no contact
but the problem now out~~~~~ our online tertitory will gone within 2 days~~!!!!!!!
Ooooooh Noooooooo

Friday, November 09, 2007

november

november of 2007 lo~~~~
so fast......
again going to end of the year of 2007
me also 22.....GOING TOO
again going to christmas - new years (1.1.08) - chinese new year.......and also my birthday
fresh back for the previous month of this year
happened lots of thing....good, bad, sweet, sour, bitter, cry, laugh, sad, happy....
do u live 1 year better than the other year??
hope that this year i can specially celebrate my birthday and all the happy celebration days~~
also hope that not celebrating all those days by ALONE.....at least with 1 more person............don care who is that..............

cow behaviour = starband

from young that time my mom already keep on said that i am a very STARBAND person
think of doing 1 think than will keep on think to do that until it is done
than if my family member promise me a thing....i will always remember until it was done
is a bad thinking i think..........too straband will just make things remain/stand still > no improvement
but sometimes....just some times.........straband makes me feel good...........
may be i am a cow so will extremely have this straband thing~~~~

Thursday, November 08, 2007

thundercat



this is the other cartoon i like~~~~
also not much of my freind knew about this cartoon~~
so sien ah!!!!!!!!
thunder thunder thunder cat~~!!!!!!!!!!!
THUNDER CAT~!!!!

captain planet

how can no body DON'T know captain planet this cartoon

this cartoon teach chidren how to keep the enviroment good

not just a CARTOON

is one of the cartoon i like most~~~~!!!!

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

CaN

when TVXQ were out that time...yr 2004..
i already start die hard to them
at that time my mom, my sis said that
>' u know what they singing about meh?'
>' u know what they doing meh?'
>'u can understand what they mean meh?'
now i can tell that I CAN~~!!!!!!!!!
now my sis summore has a korea guy bf
and mow she also learning korean
sigh............
really feel good that can know korean language
can at least understand and get what it mean
nice~~~~~~~~good~~~~~~~

behind story

do u really just believe with what u see?? u know??? u think that is the truth??? how true is it??
do u ever go find out the truth that u believe??
most people just believe with what they saw and accept that as a Truth.....is it real??
do u ever go find out the truth that hidding behind????
>> for most ppl they will just accept what ppl said or what they thinnk they saw is truth......
>> for me that is not all the truth....most of the time
>> i always think that there is something else behind that we don't know....
>>> from my experience it will causes : scolding the wrong person, argument raise, causes other ppl problem , ETC
** may be i tend to think too much.
*** is a sign of good or bad????
**** may be ppl will think that i find the problem myself........
***** but if u are the one whose in that situation u won't said that~~!!!

Sunday, November 04, 2007

어떻게

how~~~~~~~
i really cant forget~~~~~~
this few days summore come into my dream~~~~
my night mare~~~~~
why just cant i release the night mare in my memory~~~~
why just cant i delete the memory in my mind~~~~
or just lost memory for that part~~~~~
cant i just forget and ever and never not remember it~~~~~
i really hate that memory~~~~~
the memory that make me wake up from my naive thinking~~~~
the memory that really teach me a lots of thing, cost me a lots of precious thing~~~~
what can i do with it~~~~~
got any people or someone can help me out ma~~~~~~
i think i need to dream on with waiting people for help~~~~
is a bad mark for my memory~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
how can it be~~~~~
i don want this black mark spoil my whole beautiful memory~~~~~~~
NO WAY for that~~~~~
if your find out a way to LOST CERTAIN MEMORY~~~~
pls let me know~~~~~~

how can i not fall for them~~!!!!!!!!

how can i not like him~~~NO WAY~~~!!!!!!!
even though he is my second love~~~
MY YONG ah~~~~~
this is the arrived KLIA pic
u see this IN PERSON how can u not fall for them

the look when his the 1st one who come out from KLIA when they arrived
the 1st i saw......
really got the electric shock by his this look
but i still will not fight with u WANG......
sexy pic man~~!!!!!!!




favourite IDOLS

have u ever do things because of your idols or for them~~~????
buy because THEY wear, used,....
learn other's language to close to them....
spend time and money THEM.....
sure most of your done before......
i also done and now still doing.....
**have already bought TVXQ 2nd concert in M'sia......RM423
**learn korean......RM230 per month >> at 1st was learn cause of them but now is like korean
**see their blog, website, news, shows, photos, even IN REAL PERSON

the impact of IDOLS.......really big oh......................

this is MINE~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
really important for my life, my happy, my feeling, my everything~~~

Saturday, November 03, 2007

time.....day


enough time to use......?
time pass fast.....?


is really fast for me....
today is new month new day la...
november is here......december is coming.....
really fast man..........
have u done anything u really thing is worth.......priceless????
2008 is coming la~~~~~~~
people will just remember for olympic........U????????
so sien ah.........................today is saturday la.....tomolo sunday la........

Friday, November 02, 2007

must show this********

even is injured......
cant dance.....
but he can SHOW~~!!!!!!!!

~doremon~

saw from becky's blog that she so wish to have a doremon to help her out....
who ever see this comic also wish to own a DOREMON....neither i....

but today i think deeply....if i really own a doremon than i ma will become the 2nd nobita??
oooooooo NO i don want..........................................
eventhough i not so good enough but i also don wan to become like him.......
hoho.......

>>human once got a really GOOD HELPER.......will naturally become LAZY and USELESS~~~!!!!!!!
>>based on my own opinion o

short or long

is your happiness time short or long??
or how bout your suffer time??
or which 1 u wish to be long or short??
most or can be said that 'normal' people will choose for long happiness time~~
do u think before that actually happiness time and suffer time was the same amount of time but u just feel that is so different feeling while the time pass by.
my experience was.....today....
the whole day i just online online and online...........time pass fast for me.............really fast.................
and again want to tell that AGAIN today is FRIDAY la..........really fast...the new month has arrived....
TVXQ concert also around the corner lo...................
already the third week from the day i met them o...........
TIME PAST FAST AH~~~~~~~~~~~~~however suffer or happiness.....time still pass without stopping~~!!

不爽

不爽门禁
不爽被人管
不爽被约束
不爽没自由
很多的不爽~~~~
我在自报自怨吧~~~
很辛苦的烦恼!!!!
그래서 算了吧~~~~~!!!!!!

Thursday, November 01, 2007

happy

really happy.....
cause my computer finally can use to online....
haha....^^
first time use my computer to online, to write blog, to see TVXQ, to see SUJU stuff.......
haha...................
좋아 ...................^^

Thursday, October 25, 2007

update

just to update my fellow 'fans' what i have been going on this few days...
em....after saw TVXQ got lots lots of thinking come out to my head...
>>keep fit, really wan to go for korea, really wan to improve my korean, really wish that i am rich....sigh
may be think i siao la...but really man.....................so big influenece o.........^^

Saturday, October 20, 2007

important day

17.10.2007 is a very important day for me.........REALLY
cause that day is TVXQ came to malaysia day.....
at morning that time i really not in the mood and angry cause my frens no inform me that the morning lecture had been cancel......really in bad mood.......and they also plan to go genting and again no inform.....so just forget about it and go online.......at 11.45am....wang told me that TVXQ their conference was at 6.00pm and will reach KLIS by 3 something......than i decided to go KLIA........
i reached there around 2.20pm in my mind i thought that is either no fans or a lots of fans.....
when i reached the arrival place.....there already stand full of fans....sigh......sien so many people there waiting...
wait till 4.10 they at last come out....
first person i saw was JUNSOO....wowo really leng zai with the sun glasses and looks short o....haha~~
second person was YUNHO......wowo tall, lengzai with the hat.....really looks good man~~
follow by CHANGMIN & MY YONG....WOWO really perfect man ah........................i am closes to both of them....cause too many fans and got the chance to near them....hOHoHohO my yong~~ and accidently got to touch them man~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahahahhahaha dont jealous ya~~~~~~~
why no MICKy??? cause i no saw him............sad.................................how can it be~~~~~~~~~~~

think about others

if u really wan tell people to stand at your side to think at your side or others people side....
than u have to did this before u tell people to do....
if u cant do this DONT EVER call people to do........!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

illusion cassopia or ELF

no one in suju better than him as my illusio mate
this is wang's illusion mate ...i guess...go proof later
this is wang's illusion mate......i don know y~~~~
this is mine illusion mate..........


this fans club just only consist of 2 member....
WANG & ME^^^^^^^^^



1.40am

really bored that this kind of time still need to burn my brain for the marksss
what can i do.........
today keep on use this phrase.....
found out that really nothing much i can be do~~~
if u really les what u can do???
nothing can be do........
just suddenly think of this.......
don think wrong man~~~~~
k.....really have to continue my work lo...........=='''''''''

Monday, October 15, 2007

illusion 2

just found out that becoming illussion also not a bad thing~~~
wont give troublsome for others~~~~
this so important man~~~~
especially like me this kind need lot of 인기~~~~~

speechless

just got to release from my house~~~~ lock myself within the door......forget to bring the key out...
which i 1st time got to take the house key out....feel so sien......
while now still can hear the blaming from my cousin sis, while i calling my aunt to tell her that i been lock...
really regret to call them...........know that they just got the chance that my uncle bringing them out.....
hate for myself.....so useless man..... what a sien and bad day man~~~~

illusion

are u an illusion for your frens???
are u an illusion for your family???

from very young that time i ready is an illusion for all my frens.....
illusion is when people no need u or don even 1 border, talk with u....
just when they need u (as in used u) that time u are kind of important for them...
i always is an illusion really bored of this d....

illusion is people who are eventually invisibe and just can be seen by certain people.....
is that mean that no one want see me?????!!!!!!!!!
is that i just can be illusion to get fren????!!!!!!!!!!!
is that i have to become illusion for the whole of my life????!!!!!

*got wacthed jay's "secret"......may be can know A BIT what i said.......

is your eye been block by butter, jam, kaya or....marmite

one day at my fren's office, she cant look for the thing that her boss wan than her boss come out with one sentence......
is your eyes been block by butter~~!!!!
is was really funny when i first hear this...later on 3 if us also laugh like mad for this sentence....
our Q is why is butter and not jam??? kaya??? even though....marmite???......^^
really funny man~~~~~
what is u prefer to block your eyes leh.....
or what is blocking your eyes~~~??????

Thursday, October 11, 2007

~인기~

인기 is a 'thing' i really need~~~
haha......(for the people who understand cannot laugh~)
this need was started when i was in form 2.....really really need~~~
no 인기 i will die.....
really as important as air that i breath...
i need is because, at first i thought that this is not important while u already have 2-3 friends......
but this is not the true.....u will really need 인기 later on while u have been betray by someone who are close to u.....u think u are best friend to her....but eventually not this same thinking for her.......
**인기 really a needs for me......are u???
for a person like me that need so much of 인기 right, what ever people do bad thing, betray.....etc....i won care and accept it......cause of 인기 supporting!!!! this is so stupid man~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i am~~~~haha.....

** but there is a level for me to accept lo......really unacceptable....than....i have no idea what will i do lo~~~~########

process that MUST be done while pregnant

really have to tell this to all pregnancy woman

what u need to do is see for nice pictures, video, BEFORE sleep and AFTER sleep.

MUST SEE FOR THOSE.................to let your baby become one of those leng zai leng lui~~!!!
really really have to do~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!
see for your husband or wife photo is the best.....if is leng zai/leng lui la~~~~


* this is one of the example that i found......
* eh.. is wang told me this principle~~!!!!!!!

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

wang's ah hae~~~




wang~~~ got sei jor ma????
purposely dedicated this for u......
hoho^^

5.16 am

really sien~~~ feel sleepy but my mind is don let and i also cant sleep
so bored of the assignment thing ah~~~~
hungry, sleepy, tired, wacthing suju full-house, rushing for my last article.
really don know what am i doing........really shit o my assignment~~~~ sigh~~~

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

nice weather

'nice weather' this phrase also can be mean for your mood~~~ (my own definition)
haha......a phrase that often use by this few days.....
a phrase teach by a teacher that teach how u start a conversation with a person
just simply say NICE WEATHER.........
haha............


천상지희 The Grace-열정 (My Everything)

this song lyrics is dedicated to wANg~~~~

네 생각, 네 표정 나를 웃게 해..
나의 기쁨도 작은 슬픔도 네가 주는 것..
나 아직은 사랑에 서툴러 벅찰때도 있어
조금 천천히 널 보여줘.
You’re my all, my everything.
어렵지 않게 네가 느껴지고 있는 걸.
그 모습, 그 열정 잃어버리지는 말아
진지한 너의 눈빛이, 너의 약속이
내 가슴안에 그대로 전해져 와.
미래는 내가 함께 그려져 있는 걸.
난 알아. 볼수 있는 걸.. 보석같은 마음
아프지 않게 다치지 않게 지켜줄게요.
진실함에 무뎌진 세상에 길을 열어 보여 줘.
너의 곁에서 걸을수 있게..
You’re my all, my everything.
어렵지 않게 네가 느껴지고 있는 걸.
그 모습, 그 열정 잃어버리지는 말아.
진지한 너의 눈빛이, 너의 약속이
내 가슴안에 그대로 전해져 와.
미래는 내가 함께 그려져 있는 걸.
you always be my all, my everything-
사랑이란 거죠. 가슴이 시키는 일
꿈이 멀지 않음을 느낄수가 있는 걸
고마운 사람.. 느린 나를 기다려 주었지
열중 할거야. 너 만의 내가.. 되게 해줘
You’re my all, my everything.
시간은 우리에게 아픔도 준다는걸
잘 알고 있는걸.. 두려워 하지 않아.
함께 살아 간다는 것.
모든 짐들을 나눠 가지는 친구가 돼 가는것...
나 여기 있을게.
불안해 하지 말아
You’re my all, my everything.
어렵지 않게 네가 느껴지고 있는 걸.
그 모습, 그 열정 잃어버리지는 말아.
진지한 너의 눈빛이, 너의 약속이
내 가슴안에 그대로 전해져 와.
미랜 네 곁에서 웃을수 있겠지..
예쁜 모습의 노을이 돼 있겠지.
and you always be my all, my everything...

Sunday, October 07, 2007

now


now doing what???
me have a lot of things waiting for me to do......just no mood and laszy to do....
sigh............CANNOT ah~~~~~
now where am i???
cc....cyber cafe...with wang~~~~
while listerning to kyu hyun's song....
really nice man..........
while listerning can really fall for him............
who can imagine that he is younger than me 3 years....born 1988
this few days also blowing super junior wave......
cause the new album out d......nice o~~~~




Friday, October 05, 2007

super junior - china

亨利 - Henry
(Don't don mv violis)

亨利和Super Junior原成员韩庚被选为Super Junior China的成员。

亨利是通过2006年S.M.国际选拔赛被选的中国人,他从6岁开始学了小提琴,不但有卓越的小提琴演奏能力,还具备歌舞实力的新星。最近亮相舞台的他成为了受人注目的焦点。

Super Junior China是以中国市场为主体做活动的Super Junior的新小组,是经纪公司为了在中国的体系化战略计划出来的小组。

明年年初开始在中国正式进行活动的Super Junior China是以中国成员韩庚和亨利为主成员加上Super Junior的其它一些成员组成一个小组活动。


Tuesday, October 02, 2007

girls v guys

for guys - girls are a troublesome 'thing'
controlling, selfish, flirtation, material minded, money minded, kpc, talks around, compare with others.....
do u really think so????

for girls - guys also a
troublesome 'thing'
controlling, selfish, flirt among girls, money minded, man's behavior, some thinking so childish, not sporting........
do u really think so????

why girls and guys the thinking is so different.......
why girls thinking are more matured than guys......
why girls cant understand guys
why cant guys understand girls

*in law term v=and



Monday, October 01, 2007

love or relationship???

is that having relationship = love??
is love = to have relationship??
come across a lot of couple story even though me my own self have been dumb experience by just confessing
are people having relationship because of love? sex? need each others? used to having each others?
what is actually about inside???
ya alot of thing cant be say by words...have to be FEEL~~~~~~
but still this cause a lot of happiness and sadness...........
sigh............
just can say beware ba my frens......

what if......

sure u guys all got admire artist....
me sure have la......
1 question.....WHAT IF your idol = ideal soul mate } ask u to be his/her soul mate will u????

me.....hmmmmm
k...my ideal soul mate have....TVXQ, SUJU, JAY CHOU, KHONGYU, SHINHWA.....
but i just will say yes to.....
TVXQ : my yong la, u-know, micky, changmin
SUJU : heechul, hangeng, sungmin(minsung), eunhyuk, shindong.....
JAY : most probably ya....even i very very like him
KHONGYU : higher probability than JAY
SHINHWA : hyesung & eric

*wang.....junsu is yours.....haha............chill ya~~~~~~~




Tuesday, September 25, 2007

ME

有精神分裂症的人 that is me.......
don't refuse to know me ya~~~~

shopping

normal for most of the woman, girl, lady also like shopping.....
but definitely not for me.....me shop with purpose that is true.....
just like that walk walk normal shopping i can said is hate....
but if company frens right...also have to see who is that fren...
whether i wan to company or not........
company frens is ok for me.....


'mou diu'

eh..... mou diu is a new word for me which means don care but is in a bad word form....
for me this is a word that can really express the feeling......

now everything MOU DIU la......

*by the way is pronounces in cantonese ya~~~


Monday, September 24, 2007

things i hate that interrupt me transfer to a pig

what will make u angry when u going to sleep or interrupting your process
me a as i said in long time post.......weird people right......
1. i hate is people step on my pillow which i am sleeping on it---- touch/move also cannot
2. lights are on even i can sleep with ON but prefer it OFF
3. talking loudly or whispering when i am sleeping......pls la talk outside cannot 1 meh!!!!
4. phone ring is ok for me BUT not that kind of non-stop ringing......SIEN ah this.....especially house phone


BUT --- my phone ring i am so ok......MINE ma.....haha....weird girl like me is like that la.....KIK SUI lo....haha

i am the queen of KIK SUI~~~~~~
*2nd is wang onni lo...............WANG~~~~~~




things must do with my yong


1. cook together and eat together without 3rd parties
2. holding hand together walk under the rain
3. help wash each others hair
4. take pictures with him every month
5. possible to celebrate every memorable or special days
6. watch drama or movie together at least once a half year(ppl busy ma)
7. couple phone...or same phone


## this not only apply to my yong.....also really apply to my ideal mate
(will be update when i got ideas lo)

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

serious prob

start sick again.....really sien ah....
first time no mood/feel to food ah~~~~~~

which is so so important for me ah~~~~~
actually yesterday wanted so much to see doctor
BUT going alone so scare than refuse to go d~~~~
now today this moment i don think so need la......
at this so busy moment don know is good or bad ah~~~~~
by seeing TVXQ pic i feel so much better d.....haha
leng zai leh...wan to know who are there>>>>>
can contact with me ya~~~~haha



Q & A

1. let your choose 1 thing to sacrifice to get 1 thing that u wish/want to have?
what will u choose????
eg: frens, family, money, love, health, etc....have to be important things


2. do u wan to live forever and ever which u will stay at the age of 28-29(girls) & 34-35(guys)
BUT your will see your lover frens or family die o!

these questions are my fren ask me yesterday.........what will u think about it????

1. for me most probably will be frens..........fren sorry ya~~~~

2. yes...........with the age 28-29 o~~~~~~


how bout u??????

wan last question that i asked my fren la~~~~~

Q: do you think before how come u can come to this world, why is YOU and what will u be after u die???

haha.......scary leh~~~~~~ can not need answer for the last Q la.....

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

~rush hour~

today is a rush hour for me~~~~ from 6.30am start
start what = rushing for assignment which due time is 9.59 am malaysia time.......
so so 'sui' that the comp lab the server like broke down....wan open hotmail/yahoomail not once give me response. feel so shit for that........
busy busy till now also haven busy finish.... now is 11.09am
this haven do that haven do.........some are my part la....
summore now really really hungry~~~~SHUSHI KING~~~~(dono got the chance to eata not~~)
why shushi king...cause this week they having the RM2 per plate again.....I WAN TO EAT~~~~
still got one article need to photostate than can say is DONE~~~~

Monday, September 10, 2007

girl version *TVXQ*

guy@left : xiah, micky, hero, max, u-know
sam, charmaine, shanna, dawn , natalie : right@girl
those are by who like 1 la....
BUT if according to the age!!!!
charmaine, shanna, dawn, natalie, sam

*sam is u-know because LEADER o

Monday, December 24, 2007

the month i bron ~ december #11

still remember that day me, becky and jerena having tea at starbucks which opposite starhill
that time jerena and becky said once in a life time how also must go in to LV for once
at time i just think that non of my business....
pirated 1 i can have many many 1....
but real LV eh........
not the thing can be think by me or have it by me
BUT.....I GOT TO GO IN~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hoho..has to thanks my job...............
LV is our customer
so just the 2nd day i worked they need ppl to send things go in to starhill LV so i am the choosen 1.....^^
really happy that day.....
really the money u pay for it is really worth it man....
from the packging, the quality, the service, the brand name.....OMG~!!!!!!!!!!!
LV means LV.............
and that day i went is a diamond show week....
so the enterence there has so many guard ah......
must go in and out by scanning bar code o........
but at that moment i just feel very SYOK ah.....^^
ok after that i recieve the check from LV....OMG~!!!
the check they used is a international bank.....
the point is......they put it in a LV envelop....
really branded affection man~~!!!!!!!!!!

this is the bar code to enter starhill

Thursday, December 20, 2007

the month i born ~ december #10

a suprise....
really a suprise for me....
i went for korean class as usual and out of sudden i get present from my korean class frens...
i really never thought of i got to recieve birthday present after the day i born......
thanks for the presents lo frens..................and also got a cake.....haha ^^

Sunday, December 16, 2007

the month i born ~ december #9

husband can be the only one but not for the bf.....haha...**insane ppl start again**
my newest bf.......G-DRAGON....big bang
haha...he really cute. once he cool he really cool but when u smile he really cute la........
noon that time time saw tv show call 'on the road' aka '向世界出发' ...this time the guest is 谢霆锋
he said....once u like a person is a feel that u cant really express it by word.
if u can tell what u like about he or she and that is just show u like that person because of that only and u not really like he or she.

*example*
he: what u like about her?
she: i like his body, his character, his face......
(this shows what the girl like can be also found on other guys)

has a dicussion with wang yesterday
she said no matter how bad is junsoo he will just the only one as her husband
for me that is true
no matter how jaejung is HE STILL IS MY HUSBAND

******** me just a person who is insane..........don attack me ya~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ >.<

the month i born ~ december #8

naive sometimes can best describe for me.......
just feel that......
may be i tend to think positively as i can......
eventhought that is the fact
but what for to think complicatedly
most of the times will envy wang....cause she really know how to think
i mean when she think is really thinking seriously....she older than me ma...cause know more than me la
but nat also.....i envy
is because of her thinking mind also....haha
am i going to be kill by both of them??
i think i really need to go ddep forest to think deeply....the deepest the forest the better i think...haha ^^

*story*
山里有个洞
洞里有个庙
庙里有个佛
佛跟他的和尚说,
很久以前有一座山

山里有个洞
洞里有个庙
庙里有个佛
佛跟他的和尚说,
很久以前有一座山

山里有个洞
洞里有个庙
庙里有个佛
佛跟他的和尚说,
很久以前有一座山
山里有个洞
洞里有个庙
庙里有个佛
佛跟他的和尚说,
很久以前有一座山

山里有个洞
洞里有个庙
庙里有个佛
佛跟他的和尚说,
很久以前有一座山..........
can continue by yourself again and again

hahaahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahhahaahhahaha.............by insane dawn

the month i born ~ december #7

sien.....why opening like that leh
today is my brithday and is on friday
fren ask for celebration but i cant.......WORKING
but really feel so good on this day.......eventhough got lots of unhappy thing happen but still can be cover it
what i've been do on that day??? hmmmm
just like that......work than big dinner....................at last got to eat cake on the actuall day....haha
but the cake is a EXPIRED cake......haha..... the taste for me is that feeling....
*story begin*
wang: so now where we going?
dawn: i want o eat cake...no eat cake before on the actuall day.
wang: wed just eat ma...
dawn: i mean on that day la.
wang: okok.............than we go around enterprenuer park there find ba.
dawn: ok let's go
(found a cafe shop that has selling for cake)
wang: u go see u wan what cake ba
(after looking 1 round)
dawn: got strawberry cheese, blueberry cheese and just cheese. what u want?
wang: just ate the double cheese thing. don wan la......strawberry or blueberry ba.
(lastly decided a TIRAMISU)
wang: what is the name for the cake??
dawn: TIRAMISU~~~~~
wang: o......
(after a few bites just by dawn)
dawn: u think is the cake expired???
(wang while wacthing the newspaper and answer)
wang: TOLONG LA U~!!!!!!!!
(dawn feel so sien cause she really think the cake taste weird and not the phrase that wang will give)
(wang start to eat the cake)
wang: is the cake expired?????
(dawn stund a while)
dawn: hahahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahahaha
wang: hahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahahaha
( both of the so po non stop laughing at there..............)

*may be u have to be in the situation u just can be laugh like the 2 so po.............
*as a writer i really hope get to laugh on it.......

Saturday, December 08, 2007

the month i born ~ december #6

once i woke up and i saw wang's sms .....'my aunt ask u to work for her'
really suprised and get shock.....but i also looking forward for that
so go see the lady boss on monday....wang no thought that we are serious
monday interview monday start work and work till monday....
really have the thinking of quiting the job on the same day........
but i giving myself to try for few days first......everyday same feel...HOW????
also know that work here or work everywhere u also will face the samething...
BUT working for a super perfectionist really feel dying man..... always has the thinking of "me will be chop into pieces sooner or later"........sien........
working working......

Q: what do u think about work?
Q: what is the purpose of working?
Q: working really help u solve problems?
Q: is working the only way that can be choose?

*been ask by a person who are younger than me and my secondary fren which now is a boss

the month i born ~ december #5

after a long long time now get back to hometown penang~!
BUT is for a far far away relative wedding dinner, which i really don't know who are they.
me is the only grandaughter that are so free to attend the dinner........
according to my mom that the others will bring along the whole family to attend so no choice that my family also have to do that to make my family looks so GRAND~!!!!!
but how also just the 5 of us only.....5 only la man.....i saw others from grandparents till grandsons really BIG and WHOLE family attended......sigh....penang ppl attitude problem man.
penang ppl attitude is really a proble there......[PS: i stay there but not born there so i'm not orang penang]
the ppl there really know how to take other ppl advantage.................BE WARE of them....most of them la............
PS: i am ORANG IPOH ya~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, December 06, 2007

the month i born ~ december #4

birthday is a special day for me......cause i was born to this world on that day
may be my brithday is always falls on holiday so very less chance to celebrate with frens
had also i treat all of them for a dinner they just will come when secondary school time...
that's why now once i got chance i will tell ppl that my birthday is around the corner
also scare ppl don't know, forget.........i don wan celebrating my day alone...........

and i really really angry now.....WTF man........
how can sister treat others better than the own sister
own sister not human la....
own sister is a driver la....
own sister is a slave la........
ask her properly for help and answer back "u go find yourself la" "i don know la" which she has it and know how to use it.................WTF
know and say don know
have and say don have

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

the month i born ~ december #3

첫번제 한국 말러 쓰세요.
기분이 좋지만 귀잔았어요....

actually is very happy that can play internet at this time
but when get warning and this is the only time can play and just can play until 12am......ANGRY man
summore i not the one who cause things happen than the blame throw on me.....
how can i stand~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! shit la!!!!!!!
who call i stay under ppl's house..................sien.......

the month i born ~ december #2

i think i d not so into TVXQ after the concert....
but very into to others korean group singer.....eg: SJ, BigBang, EpikHigh...
but talk about the outlook still TVXQ the best...haha........
those groups cannot be look down o....
heat groups in korea now....
can i this time really can go for korea??
really wan to go even i am alone.....
but just don know why i think i cant go this time successfully......sien.......

the month i bron ~ december #1




happening thing can be happen every day or month....
but this is the most important month for me~~!!!!
is the month i born~~~ hoho ^^
haven post about TVXQ concert thing......hmmmmm
is really fun that day for me...... got to see them really clear really leng zai
their performance is really GOOD~~!!!!!!!!!
good not enough......is EXTREMELY ABSOLUTELY SUPER DUPER GOOD~!!!!!!!!!!
the 5 kicik miao really geng ah~~~
but our leader yunho cant dance......sad for him....can see him really wan to performance for his fans
conclusion : no regretion man~~~~


Thursday, November 22, 2007

husband and boyfriends #2














husband and boyfriend














dono

holiday again lo.....3 months to rest...
but wanted so much to find a office part time job
dono can get not~~~~
have no plan for this holiday.....
dono how will me result??
dono how to spend well??
dono what to do??
dono ..............

new day new face new hair new feeling


after a long long time~~ i think is almost going to 1 year i have not cut my hair.....
cannot stand any more.....looks like bulldog fur.....so i go to cut my hair today d~~
very new feeling....feel so good....but it cost me RM25 man........
spen my money when i really need money....not the right time
but really need to cut d man~~~~~~~no more bulldog hair~~!!!!!

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

urgh

at first thought that by knowing korean and can talk with fren which kind of secret talking....
MANA TAU still got ppl know how to talk and use it ....
REALLY SIEN MAN~~~~
cant secret talk d.....
how can ~~!!!!

waitress or promoter
let u choose what will u choose??
i will choose for waitress that are in busy restaurant.....
time can pass fast....
promoter that selling for cloths/shoes is kind of stupid job for me..
just standing there waiting for the customers come.....while waiting nothing to do.......
boring life....
what can i do for my 3 months holiday????
really need to improve my korean man......cannot just stop at that level....HWAITING~!!!

end

again~~~~ the end for my semester final exam.....
but this time really feel sucks....
don have the happy feeling of ending the paper.....
may be i screw up my last paper that's y i don feel good.....
really sien to know that study hard but does not do well for the exam
really makes life so difficult la.....
is so hard to want to live in a happy and no worries day~~~~

Saturday, November 17, 2007

after a long time~~~~

after a long time....i back to here again...
2 paper down still got 2 paper to go....
i think my comp cant stand for long time already also....
cause it may consits a slow dying virus.....OMG..........
how can la.....very sad for this.....
no comp no life no happiness no fun no contact
but the problem now out~~~~~ our online tertitory will gone within 2 days~~!!!!!!!
Ooooooh Noooooooo

Friday, November 09, 2007

november

november of 2007 lo~~~~
so fast......
again going to end of the year of 2007
me also 22.....GOING TOO
again going to christmas - new years (1.1.08) - chinese new year.......and also my birthday
fresh back for the previous month of this year
happened lots of thing....good, bad, sweet, sour, bitter, cry, laugh, sad, happy....
do u live 1 year better than the other year??
hope that this year i can specially celebrate my birthday and all the happy celebration days~~
also hope that not celebrating all those days by ALONE.....at least with 1 more person............don care who is that..............

cow behaviour = starband

from young that time my mom already keep on said that i am a very STARBAND person
think of doing 1 think than will keep on think to do that until it is done
than if my family member promise me a thing....i will always remember until it was done
is a bad thinking i think..........too straband will just make things remain/stand still > no improvement
but sometimes....just some times.........straband makes me feel good...........
may be i am a cow so will extremely have this straband thing~~~~

Thursday, November 08, 2007

thundercat



this is the other cartoon i like~~~~
also not much of my freind knew about this cartoon~~
so sien ah!!!!!!!!
thunder thunder thunder cat~~!!!!!!!!!!!
THUNDER CAT~!!!!

captain planet

how can no body DON'T know captain planet this cartoon

this cartoon teach chidren how to keep the enviroment good

not just a CARTOON

is one of the cartoon i like most~~~~!!!!

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

CaN

when TVXQ were out that time...yr 2004..
i already start die hard to them
at that time my mom, my sis said that
>' u know what they singing about meh?'
>' u know what they doing meh?'
>'u can understand what they mean meh?'
now i can tell that I CAN~~!!!!!!!!!
now my sis summore has a korea guy bf
and mow she also learning korean
sigh............
really feel good that can know korean language
can at least understand and get what it mean
nice~~~~~~~~good~~~~~~~

behind story

do u really just believe with what u see?? u know??? u think that is the truth??? how true is it??
do u ever go find out the truth that u believe??
most people just believe with what they saw and accept that as a Truth.....is it real??
do u ever go find out the truth that hidding behind????
>> for most ppl they will just accept what ppl said or what they thinnk they saw is truth......
>> for me that is not all the truth....most of the time
>> i always think that there is something else behind that we don't know....
>>> from my experience it will causes : scolding the wrong person, argument raise, causes other ppl problem , ETC
** may be i tend to think too much.
*** is a sign of good or bad????
**** may be ppl will think that i find the problem myself........
***** but if u are the one whose in that situation u won't said that~~!!!

Sunday, November 04, 2007

어떻게

how~~~~~~~
i really cant forget~~~~~~
this few days summore come into my dream~~~~
my night mare~~~~~
why just cant i release the night mare in my memory~~~~
why just cant i delete the memory in my mind~~~~
or just lost memory for that part~~~~~
cant i just forget and ever and never not remember it~~~~~
i really hate that memory~~~~~
the memory that make me wake up from my naive thinking~~~~
the memory that really teach me a lots of thing, cost me a lots of precious thing~~~~
what can i do with it~~~~~
got any people or someone can help me out ma~~~~~~
i think i need to dream on with waiting people for help~~~~
is a bad mark for my memory~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
how can it be~~~~~
i don want this black mark spoil my whole beautiful memory~~~~~~~
NO WAY for that~~~~~
if your find out a way to LOST CERTAIN MEMORY~~~~
pls let me know~~~~~~

how can i not fall for them~~!!!!!!!!

how can i not like him~~~NO WAY~~~!!!!!!!
even though he is my second love~~~
MY YONG ah~~~~~
this is the arrived KLIA pic
u see this IN PERSON how can u not fall for them

the look when his the 1st one who come out from KLIA when they arrived
the 1st i saw......
really got the electric shock by his this look
but i still will not fight with u WANG......
sexy pic man~~!!!!!!!




favourite IDOLS

have u ever do things because of your idols or for them~~~????
buy because THEY wear, used,....
learn other's language to close to them....
spend time and money THEM.....
sure most of your done before......
i also done and now still doing.....
**have already bought TVXQ 2nd concert in M'sia......RM423
**learn korean......RM230 per month >> at 1st was learn cause of them but now is like korean
**see their blog, website, news, shows, photos, even IN REAL PERSON

the impact of IDOLS.......really big oh......................

this is MINE~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
really important for my life, my happy, my feeling, my everything~~~

Saturday, November 03, 2007

time.....day


enough time to use......?
time pass fast.....?


is really fast for me....
today is new month new day la...
november is here......december is coming.....
really fast man..........
have u done anything u really thing is worth.......priceless????
2008 is coming la~~~~~~~
people will just remember for olympic........U????????
so sien ah.........................today is saturday la.....tomolo sunday la........

Friday, November 02, 2007

must show this********

even is injured......
cant dance.....
but he can SHOW~~!!!!!!!!

~doremon~

saw from becky's blog that she so wish to have a doremon to help her out....
who ever see this comic also wish to own a DOREMON....neither i....

but today i think deeply....if i really own a doremon than i ma will become the 2nd nobita??
oooooooo NO i don want..........................................
eventhough i not so good enough but i also don wan to become like him.......
hoho.......

>>human once got a really GOOD HELPER.......will naturally become LAZY and USELESS~~~!!!!!!!
>>based on my own opinion o

short or long

is your happiness time short or long??
or how bout your suffer time??
or which 1 u wish to be long or short??
most or can be said that 'normal' people will choose for long happiness time~~
do u think before that actually happiness time and suffer time was the same amount of time but u just feel that is so different feeling while the time pass by.
my experience was.....today....
the whole day i just online online and online...........time pass fast for me.............really fast.................
and again want to tell that AGAIN today is FRIDAY la..........really fast...the new month has arrived....
TVXQ concert also around the corner lo...................
already the third week from the day i met them o...........
TIME PAST FAST AH~~~~~~~~~~~~~however suffer or happiness.....time still pass without stopping~~!!

不爽

不爽门禁
不爽被人管
不爽被约束
不爽没自由
很多的不爽~~~~
我在自报自怨吧~~~
很辛苦的烦恼!!!!
그래서 算了吧~~~~~!!!!!!

Thursday, November 01, 2007

happy

really happy.....
cause my computer finally can use to online....
haha....^^
first time use my computer to online, to write blog, to see TVXQ, to see SUJU stuff.......
haha...................
좋아 ...................^^

Thursday, October 25, 2007

update

just to update my fellow 'fans' what i have been going on this few days...
em....after saw TVXQ got lots lots of thinking come out to my head...
>>keep fit, really wan to go for korea, really wan to improve my korean, really wish that i am rich....sigh
may be think i siao la...but really man.....................so big influenece o.........^^

Saturday, October 20, 2007

important day

17.10.2007 is a very important day for me.........REALLY
cause that day is TVXQ came to malaysia day.....
at morning that time i really not in the mood and angry cause my frens no inform me that the morning lecture had been cancel......really in bad mood.......and they also plan to go genting and again no inform.....so just forget about it and go online.......at 11.45am....wang told me that TVXQ their conference was at 6.00pm and will reach KLIS by 3 something......than i decided to go KLIA........
i reached there around 2.20pm in my mind i thought that is either no fans or a lots of fans.....
when i reached the arrival place.....there already stand full of fans....sigh......sien so many people there waiting...
wait till 4.10 they at last come out....
first person i saw was JUNSOO....wowo really leng zai with the sun glasses and looks short o....haha~~
second person was YUNHO......wowo tall, lengzai with the hat.....really looks good man~~
follow by CHANGMIN & MY YONG....WOWO really perfect man ah........................i am closes to both of them....cause too many fans and got the chance to near them....hOHoHohO my yong~~ and accidently got to touch them man~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahahahahhahaha dont jealous ya~~~~~~~
why no MICKy??? cause i no saw him............sad.................................how can it be~~~~~~~~~~~

think about others

if u really wan tell people to stand at your side to think at your side or others people side....
than u have to did this before u tell people to do....
if u cant do this DONT EVER call people to do........!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

illusion cassopia or ELF

no one in suju better than him as my illusio mate
this is wang's illusion mate ...i guess...go proof later
this is wang's illusion mate......i don know y~~~~
this is mine illusion mate..........


this fans club just only consist of 2 member....
WANG & ME^^^^^^^^^



1.40am

really bored that this kind of time still need to burn my brain for the marksss
what can i do.........
today keep on use this phrase.....
found out that really nothing much i can be do~~~
if u really les what u can do???
nothing can be do........
just suddenly think of this.......
don think wrong man~~~~~
k.....really have to continue my work lo...........=='''''''''

Monday, October 15, 2007

illusion 2

just found out that becoming illussion also not a bad thing~~~
wont give troublsome for others~~~~
this so important man~~~~
especially like me this kind need lot of 인기~~~~~

speechless

just got to release from my house~~~~ lock myself within the door......forget to bring the key out...
which i 1st time got to take the house key out....feel so sien......
while now still can hear the blaming from my cousin sis, while i calling my aunt to tell her that i been lock...
really regret to call them...........know that they just got the chance that my uncle bringing them out.....
hate for myself.....so useless man..... what a sien and bad day man~~~~

illusion

are u an illusion for your frens???
are u an illusion for your family???

from very young that time i ready is an illusion for all my frens.....
illusion is when people no need u or don even 1 border, talk with u....
just when they need u (as in used u) that time u are kind of important for them...
i always is an illusion really bored of this d....

illusion is people who are eventually invisibe and just can be seen by certain people.....
is that mean that no one want see me?????!!!!!!!!!
is that i just can be illusion to get fren????!!!!!!!!!!!
is that i have to become illusion for the whole of my life????!!!!!

*got wacthed jay's "secret"......may be can know A BIT what i said.......

is your eye been block by butter, jam, kaya or....marmite

one day at my fren's office, she cant look for the thing that her boss wan than her boss come out with one sentence......
is your eyes been block by butter~~!!!!
is was really funny when i first hear this...later on 3 if us also laugh like mad for this sentence....
our Q is why is butter and not jam??? kaya??? even though....marmite???......^^
really funny man~~~~~
what is u prefer to block your eyes leh.....
or what is blocking your eyes~~~??????

Thursday, October 11, 2007

~인기~

인기 is a 'thing' i really need~~~
haha......(for the people who understand cannot laugh~)
this need was started when i was in form 2.....really really need~~~
no 인기 i will die.....
really as important as air that i breath...
i need is because, at first i thought that this is not important while u already have 2-3 friends......
but this is not the true.....u will really need 인기 later on while u have been betray by someone who are close to u.....u think u are best friend to her....but eventually not this same thinking for her.......
**인기 really a needs for me......are u???
for a person like me that need so much of 인기 right, what ever people do bad thing, betray.....etc....i won care and accept it......cause of 인기 supporting!!!! this is so stupid man~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but i am~~~~haha.....

** but there is a level for me to accept lo......really unacceptable....than....i have no idea what will i do lo~~~~########

process that MUST be done while pregnant

really have to tell this to all pregnancy woman

what u need to do is see for nice pictures, video, BEFORE sleep and AFTER sleep.

MUST SEE FOR THOSE.................to let your baby become one of those leng zai leng lui~~!!!
really really have to do~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!
see for your husband or wife photo is the best.....if is leng zai/leng lui la~~~~


* this is one of the example that i found......
* eh.. is wang told me this principle~~!!!!!!!

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

wang's ah hae~~~




wang~~~ got sei jor ma????
purposely dedicated this for u......
hoho^^

5.16 am

really sien~~~ feel sleepy but my mind is don let and i also cant sleep
so bored of the assignment thing ah~~~~
hungry, sleepy, tired, wacthing suju full-house, rushing for my last article.
really don know what am i doing........really shit o my assignment~~~~ sigh~~~

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

nice weather

'nice weather' this phrase also can be mean for your mood~~~ (my own definition)
haha......a phrase that often use by this few days.....
a phrase teach by a teacher that teach how u start a conversation with a person
just simply say NICE WEATHER.........
haha............


천상지희 The Grace-열정 (My Everything)

this song lyrics is dedicated to wANg~~~~

네 생각, 네 표정 나를 웃게 해..
나의 기쁨도 작은 슬픔도 네가 주는 것..
나 아직은 사랑에 서툴러 벅찰때도 있어
조금 천천히 널 보여줘.
You’re my all, my everything.
어렵지 않게 네가 느껴지고 있는 걸.
그 모습, 그 열정 잃어버리지는 말아
진지한 너의 눈빛이, 너의 약속이
내 가슴안에 그대로 전해져 와.
미래는 내가 함께 그려져 있는 걸.
난 알아. 볼수 있는 걸.. 보석같은 마음
아프지 않게 다치지 않게 지켜줄게요.
진실함에 무뎌진 세상에 길을 열어 보여 줘.
너의 곁에서 걸을수 있게..
You’re my all, my everything.
어렵지 않게 네가 느껴지고 있는 걸.
그 모습, 그 열정 잃어버리지는 말아.
진지한 너의 눈빛이, 너의 약속이
내 가슴안에 그대로 전해져 와.
미래는 내가 함께 그려져 있는 걸.
you always be my all, my everything-
사랑이란 거죠. 가슴이 시키는 일
꿈이 멀지 않음을 느낄수가 있는 걸
고마운 사람.. 느린 나를 기다려 주었지
열중 할거야. 너 만의 내가.. 되게 해줘
You’re my all, my everything.
시간은 우리에게 아픔도 준다는걸
잘 알고 있는걸.. 두려워 하지 않아.
함께 살아 간다는 것.
모든 짐들을 나눠 가지는 친구가 돼 가는것...
나 여기 있을게.
불안해 하지 말아
You’re my all, my everything.
어렵지 않게 네가 느껴지고 있는 걸.
그 모습, 그 열정 잃어버리지는 말아.
진지한 너의 눈빛이, 너의 약속이
내 가슴안에 그대로 전해져 와.
미랜 네 곁에서 웃을수 있겠지..
예쁜 모습의 노을이 돼 있겠지.
and you always be my all, my everything...

Sunday, October 07, 2007

now


now doing what???
me have a lot of things waiting for me to do......just no mood and laszy to do....
sigh............CANNOT ah~~~~~
now where am i???
cc....cyber cafe...with wang~~~~
while listerning to kyu hyun's song....
really nice man..........
while listerning can really fall for him............
who can imagine that he is younger than me 3 years....born 1988
this few days also blowing super junior wave......
cause the new album out d......nice o~~~~




Friday, October 05, 2007

super junior - china

亨利 - Henry
(Don't don mv violis)

亨利和Super Junior原成员韩庚被选为Super Junior China的成员。

亨利是通过2006年S.M.国际选拔赛被选的中国人,他从6岁开始学了小提琴,不但有卓越的小提琴演奏能力,还具备歌舞实力的新星。最近亮相舞台的他成为了受人注目的焦点。

Super Junior China是以中国市场为主体做活动的Super Junior的新小组,是经纪公司为了在中国的体系化战略计划出来的小组。

明年年初开始在中国正式进行活动的Super Junior China是以中国成员韩庚和亨利为主成员加上Super Junior的其它一些成员组成一个小组活动。


Tuesday, October 02, 2007

girls v guys

for guys - girls are a troublesome 'thing'
controlling, selfish, flirtation, material minded, money minded, kpc, talks around, compare with others.....
do u really think so????

for girls - guys also a
troublesome 'thing'
controlling, selfish, flirt among girls, money minded, man's behavior, some thinking so childish, not sporting........
do u really think so????

why girls and guys the thinking is so different.......
why girls thinking are more matured than guys......
why girls cant understand guys
why cant guys understand girls

*in law term v=and



Monday, October 01, 2007

love or relationship???

is that having relationship = love??
is love = to have relationship??
come across a lot of couple story even though me my own self have been dumb experience by just confessing
are people having relationship because of love? sex? need each others? used to having each others?
what is actually about inside???
ya alot of thing cant be say by words...have to be FEEL~~~~~~
but still this cause a lot of happiness and sadness...........
sigh............
just can say beware ba my frens......

what if......

sure u guys all got admire artist....
me sure have la......
1 question.....WHAT IF your idol = ideal soul mate } ask u to be his/her soul mate will u????

me.....hmmmmm
k...my ideal soul mate have....TVXQ, SUJU, JAY CHOU, KHONGYU, SHINHWA.....
but i just will say yes to.....
TVXQ : my yong la, u-know, micky, changmin
SUJU : heechul, hangeng, sungmin(minsung), eunhyuk, shindong.....
JAY : most probably ya....even i very very like him
KHONGYU : higher probability than JAY
SHINHWA : hyesung & eric

*wang.....junsu is yours.....haha............chill ya~~~~~~~




Tuesday, September 25, 2007

ME

有精神分裂症的人 that is me.......
don't refuse to know me ya~~~~

shopping

normal for most of the woman, girl, lady also like shopping.....
but definitely not for me.....me shop with purpose that is true.....
just like that walk walk normal shopping i can said is hate....
but if company frens right...also have to see who is that fren...
whether i wan to company or not........
company frens is ok for me.....


'mou diu'

eh..... mou diu is a new word for me which means don care but is in a bad word form....
for me this is a word that can really express the feeling......

now everything MOU DIU la......

*by the way is pronounces in cantonese ya~~~


Monday, September 24, 2007

things i hate that interrupt me transfer to a pig

what will make u angry when u going to sleep or interrupting your process
me a as i said in long time post.......weird people right......
1. i hate is people step on my pillow which i am sleeping on it---- touch/move also cannot
2. lights are on even i can sleep with ON but prefer it OFF
3. talking loudly or whispering when i am sleeping......pls la talk outside cannot 1 meh!!!!
4. phone ring is ok for me BUT not that kind of non-stop ringing......SIEN ah this.....especially house phone


BUT --- my phone ring i am so ok......MINE ma.....haha....weird girl like me is like that la.....KIK SUI lo....haha

i am the queen of KIK SUI~~~~~~
*2nd is wang onni lo...............WANG~~~~~~




things must do with my yong


1. cook together and eat together without 3rd parties
2. holding hand together walk under the rain
3. help wash each others hair
4. take pictures with him every month
5. possible to celebrate every memorable or special days
6. watch drama or movie together at least once a half year(ppl busy ma)
7. couple phone...or same phone


## this not only apply to my yong.....also really apply to my ideal mate
(will be update when i got ideas lo)

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

serious prob

start sick again.....really sien ah....
first time no mood/feel to food ah~~~~~~

which is so so important for me ah~~~~~
actually yesterday wanted so much to see doctor
BUT going alone so scare than refuse to go d~~~~
now today this moment i don think so need la......
at this so busy moment don know is good or bad ah~~~~~
by seeing TVXQ pic i feel so much better d.....haha
leng zai leh...wan to know who are there>>>>>
can contact with me ya~~~~haha



Q & A

1. let your choose 1 thing to sacrifice to get 1 thing that u wish/want to have?
what will u choose????
eg: frens, family, money, love, health, etc....have to be important things


2. do u wan to live forever and ever which u will stay at the age of 28-29(girls) & 34-35(guys)
BUT your will see your lover frens or family die o!

these questions are my fren ask me yesterday.........what will u think about it????

1. for me most probably will be frens..........fren sorry ya~~~~

2. yes...........with the age 28-29 o~~~~~~


how bout u??????

wan last question that i asked my fren la~~~~~

Q: do you think before how come u can come to this world, why is YOU and what will u be after u die???

haha.......scary leh~~~~~~ can not need answer for the last Q la.....

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

~rush hour~

today is a rush hour for me~~~~ from 6.30am start
start what = rushing for assignment which due time is 9.59 am malaysia time.......
so so 'sui' that the comp lab the server like broke down....wan open hotmail/yahoomail not once give me response. feel so shit for that........
busy busy till now also haven busy finish.... now is 11.09am
this haven do that haven do.........some are my part la....
summore now really really hungry~~~~SHUSHI KING~~~~(dono got the chance to eata not~~)
why shushi king...cause this week they having the RM2 per plate again.....I WAN TO EAT~~~~
still got one article need to photostate than can say is DONE~~~~

Monday, September 10, 2007

girl version *TVXQ*

guy@left : xiah, micky, hero, max, u-know
sam, charmaine, shanna, dawn , natalie : right@girl
those are by who like 1 la....
BUT if according to the age!!!!
charmaine, shanna, dawn, natalie, sam

*sam is u-know because LEADER o