"i"

i think u 'may' have got betray by someone u trust much right?
i have this experience for twiece
i have no idea why

it just happened like that
it just happened without any notice
it just happened in 1 slip

i have a bad behaviour
if the person or that thing i don't like and it means i will NEVER like it
if i like that's ok

i think is a sturbon behaviour
i noticed i had this behaviour when i came out from howmtown, that's mean 7 years ago
i just cant really turn back, or i have to work hard on it
i'll try my best

i have strong feeling to go on board
i'm in 'going away' intension

just post

going to end for my 4 days holiday lo
fast
but if tomorrow still holiday, can see me with spider web
nothing to do for me
-.-''''
mostly what i had done is sleep

oh ya
yesterday quite fun
cause met with my secondaries bro
haha
he make us laugh so much even though he so in depress on something
really thanks for his appearance
today he went FRIM and also came to temple and meet us up
he lonely we here also happy for him to company

why
no matter which countries male/female bands also will have seperate thingin
is a sad thing for fans you know
fans so support the artist as a group,out of suddent then seperate already, what reponses u actually expect from fans
ya i know the seperate thingin not your want or something cause it
but why this trend is happened in most of the bands
among 10 groups there will be 9 groups are seperate at the end
is there a curse in???!!!!!
just will feel sooooo sad when the group of artist u like so much suddently said they have to seperate!!!!
fans like is because your're in a group!!!
and of cause there must be at least 1 of the member u will dislike him/she
but still will like him/she in the group!!!!
OH
what ever

serching for new korean songs
but it seem nothing for me
will just see

done

holiday

yesterday i had went to klcc-kinokuniya
bought a novel

today went to Tean Hou Gong-Tean Hou Temple
pray and turn turn luck
of cause tuen bad luck to GOOD luck

went to change hair style-cut hair
a new style new look
always cut layer, now i change to same level hair cut

at least done something i want in this holiday

GOODY!!!!!

multithought

woke up!!

sleep with movie on SOUND ON

blogging with tv on SOUND ON

eat with drama on SOUND ON

clean house with SOUND ON

cooking with SOUND ON

bath with SOUND ON

i just cant believe if the world without sound @@
ok
home alone dawn
there's no one except me
feel so lonely
my house is 24 hours with sound when i'm in
there's too scary without any sound that can comfort me
ya , i have no guts
TT.TT
i can go out by myself but today i just dont feel to do so
kl now is the best time to go out
less car less people
cause MOST have balik kampung
why i;m not in kampung
actually i want too
but i just i feel sien when the time to drive back and come back with those jam
i hate jam
that's why i dont like to eat jam
HAHA not funny
ya is traffic jam
in kl already always need to jam here jam there
balik kampung also need, that frastrate me

i actually plan to go for 1 day trip

that's sound nice right!

genting, bukit tinggi, melacca

but

just can only be THINK

dont know why

just found that my house tv got usb port
so i try to load my pendrive/external
it really works
BUT just for some types of video
it really can be work!!!
i'm watching it now
^^

my mom was calling me day by day

asking me how am i in house

am i out

have i eat

i know she worried me

but i just hard to express myself to her

is really hard

or can be said i dont know how

feel sien of my self

felt so sorry to her

keep on asking myself

why am i still in house!!!

i really 플상 ah!!!!!

diet thinking was in my head for so long long time

this few days i have more strong thinking on it

and i think i got work A BIT on it

just A BIT

i already clean house, room, laundry

what else i can do??!!

blog?

facebook?

another post

this is the 3rd post from morning till now
i have nothing to do at all
feel to go bookstall walk walk but
feel to eat but
feel this feel that
how come i got so many feel

do you have this feel too?

i think i will get to bed so soon
feel dizzy lazy cozzy

again FEEL

@@

something inside my brain

things i want
- those 'pro' camera
- any story books EXCEPT ghost or terror
- dvd player
- keyboard
- new laptop
- go korea study or anything

which 1 can i go first?
which 1 can i get first?

what i can get first?

i'm so boring in this holidays
so wanted wanted to go out
but dont know where to go and no one can go with
why i so kesian
TT.TT

long vacation @@

good morning
is so early for a sunday
and i ate dim sum for breakfast summore
so wanted to go somewhere on this 3 days holidays
but........
like no one can go OR want to go
feel so sien
I NEED TO GO OUT!!!!


SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

humanimal

everytime i feel to write something on my blog, but my brain just blank and stuck, nothing can let me write. but when i close my blog and turn off my comp, there's so many thing in my head to let me write. sigh.. it was such a long time i no update in my blog, my facebook, or korean show.. 1 word, LAZY. just call sam to confirm that is xinky forum been shutdown, the answer is YES. totally sien! just can describe with sien. no forum, no download, no download, no entertainer, no entertainer, no life, no life.... especially this is the only thing i can connect with korea, anything about korea, the country, the language, the cultural. suddenly feel so boring in my life without dramas or programme show to download. i'm so outdated! that's what i feel and what i been told! no heard feeling, just i am. TT.TT

looking around my room, feel good and bad. good is i'm alone using, bad is i don't know what to do except on the computer. at last i also on my computer and i'm here now. and i trying a online tv, don't is that work, i hope it can be work, if not....SIEN

oh ho, my newest slogan is SHEK SI AH(eat shit), haha! this time really shek si ah! cant work o.... ok, just forget about it.... wacthing JaeJung's mom in audition on a korea show programme-super star k, frankly said, same as american idols. ok by the way, i look at the last they got put mom and son picture together, thye got similarity, of cause, that's his give birth mom..

i really outdate la, cause, i dont know that ss501 is in malaysia! i really dont know.. but i know already also cant do anything but just.. HYUN JUNG ya....... haha

is already midnight 12.31am, another new day, and i still blogging. i'm not holiday, still need to work later, but i just don want to stop. my sis was so suprise that i havent sleep yet. me, my ownself also suprise. haha. look at my hard disk, i have nothing to watch!!?? so sad!!!??

have to .. close .. lo ..

ampang look out point@little genting

ah fah & ah dawn

ah dawn & kean seng & ah fah

1st & 2nd time i follow my friend, i totally don't know the way to go

3rd time i just simply drove with 1 of my friend to look out point(little genting) i already knew that, this place are very near from my house

i went for the 4th time

this time i feel damn near, is super near from my house

is much more near than i previous time went

now up there got nice restaurent

or i should say a nice place to hang out and yum cha