goal

goal~!
what goal u have?
i totally no idea for mine for reality
got 1 la
but is just i don't know how to work on it
it seems like workless for me

my current work i getting no heart on it
is so bad ~! i mean i
is a flexible work, but i getting no strength to teach shin woo
he tend to be like a teacher more than i
i'm the 1 who need to listern him moe
he is a kiddo i so wish to help him, just he too refuse to learn
he is smart but he refuse
now a days children is so SCARY~!

i think before is i've a child i will live with him/her at deep forest
out from the city life until he/she grows up
but not total out of communication, still need to let them know but don't let them get addicted on ........
hope i can do so ...........

saw my fren those convo pics ......
i think i will not have this in my life time
i give up myself
but i'm not regret it ~
envy for a moment .... yes
but i will not want to have it , that i know i can't

marry ~!
will i get to marry?
not cincai that kind .....
last time i will cincai marry to some one i think ......
but i don't think now i can easily accept a guy ........
my parents and family are so worried about my love life
i really don have guy to go after or some one to go after me
i hope i have but the answer is NO
in my family i'm the only child that have not pak tor before
even now thw youngest cousin sis she also has bf d .......
summore my sis change a new bf from korean guy to tar guy
been teasing by family
feel sad for myself also ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

envy = jealous

sudden feel down
see my friendster again and saw my secondary school frens which is not my class and use to be my best fren when in primary school time
see them still got keep in touch meet up with her classmate
to be frank i really feel envy
is their whole class gathering
i really feel envy ~!
but is just for this moment of time as for my personality
and some so handsom d ........
haissssss
actually i feel scare to meet up with them also ~!
is kind of long no meet up and will feel weird .....
my personality again ..... SHY ....
so no use ~!!!!!
feel i'm so awkward............................................................................................

SPEECHLESS to myself

lost

just go visit a few secondary school friends blog
they seem so different for me
not only outlook
but also the life style and life
is kind of happy, sad, far .... all those feeling
don't know will i have the chance to meet them again
it seems like i don have the chance to meet with them
just feel so~~~~~~~~~
will i lost those friends?
really don't hope so .....

to be frank ......
i don't have a best friend in secondary time
really don't have
i am a used friend for them.....(that's mean when u're usefull at that time u are their friend)
and according to that time of me, they were my best friends
i summore got thinking of i can't live without them, or i don't know how to live without
but they also gave me a happy and nice form 4 & 5
even i don't think i've been welcome
some friends are get close when we out at kl for further study, they are those friends i really appreciate most .......
the friends i most don't want to lost ....

life

actually i got lots of things to write to blog

but everytime when i in front of computer, i think of nothing to write

so sien

do you think before what will you be or how will you be after you die?

actually when i'm alone that time, and the enviroment is in a total silent i will tend to think lots of nonsense

that question i have been thinking for quite a time

i will think :

why i'm been borned?

why will i be after i die?

what am i previously ?

that's why i keep myself off from alone

i try to stop my brain thinking of this

but i just failed to do so

found myself are so lost now

now i still go on busy on olympics

but when olympics over what can i busy on

my hair?

haha

i need to use so long time to style my hair

this is a need~!

cause i don't have pair of 巧手

but will try my best to let myself looks good~!!!

new oxen

this is the newest oxen

should be not bad ba?

haha

me myself think not bad lo~~

pools victory - 8 gold medals - michael phelps rules ~!

RULES

a guy has just succes with what he wish

win 8 medals in Beijing Olympic 2008

yesterday is his last game in pool for Beijing Olympics 2008

he wins all the game he participated

and all in GOLD MEDALS

he not only win,

he also break a few world record that is recorded by him

not only compete with others swimmer, also competing with himself

NEW RECORD BREAK BY MICHAEL PHELPS

Men's 4 x 100m Medley Relay Final(Aaron Peirsol, Brendan Hansen, Michael Phelps, Jason Lezak)

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Men's 100m Butterfly Final

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Men's 200m Medley Final

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Men's 4 x 200m Free Final(Michael Phelps, Ryan Lochte, Ricky Berens, Peter Vanderkaay)

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Men's 200m Butterfly Final

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Men's 200m Free Final

phelps .... still phelps ...... again phelps ..... MICHAEL PHELPS

currently a big fever of michael phelps

he is really good in swimming

very impress on his performance

olympics fever

can't believe myself kind of into olympics

i just wacth for swimming and tennis

got my favourite player Michael Phelps (MP) and Roger Federer(RF)

MP is on olympics opening that day i saw his profile and intro of him from newspaper, kinda interested on him and curious so i chase after him

he really a good and fast swimmer

very impressieve and stunning on his performance

for RF i actually wacth for tennis 'sometimes'

got 1 day i wacth wimbeldon and saw his performance, impressieve~!

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OMG~!

just saw the 2 of them personal profile

MP IS SAME AGE WITH ME~!

ALSO AN OXEN~!

no think of him is in my age

while for RF he born in 1981

a ROOSTER

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MP already win for 5 gold metals, he is looking forward to get 8 metals in beijing olympics

what's about

what's now ~~~~~

i still got 26 minutes more to stay at here

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my story haven't done yet, still can't think how to continue and write it good

already 1 week no study for my korea

even i talk with my students but not much, cause i forcing them to talk with me in mandarin or english

is that really hard to learn?

may be is

but they just so refuse to learn it, lucky this time the morther is study together with them so they consider GOOD

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REALLY FAST

is AUGUST

olympic is coming but not so interested in

my student exam is coming, very worried for them

new drama coming out (any)

jay chou new album coming out

TVXQ 4t album coming out

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hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

到处一游

刚刚游览了诸位的部落格

saw many pics, read many words or article, know lots of friend's lately life, 8 gua news ....... etc

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yesterday also, went for FRIENDSTER which i already no update or do anything for such such such such a long time

that is just a connection between me and my secondary school friends and college, uni friends

is kind of bored of that, those unknown ppl so many and so fan, just ignore ba

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OH YA~!

forget an important thing to tell

MY CAR BEEN BANG ON WED

early morning i went out for my tuition work

so I'm waiting for traffic light

is still in RED

and JUST going to turn green for our side

while sleepy waiting

BANG~!

totally wake up at that time

my car backside been bang

look from my back mirror can see that guy very blur and shock of it also

he has sense that need to get down from car

so i get down first and look at him FIERCELY

he shows his face that is NOT his fault

NO WAY

so argue for a while and called my dad to help me out

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when my dad there, my dad asked him settle by ourselves or polis

so he said ourselves then ok lo

so ask for my car medical fees, RM100

he also said ok

BUT

he told that he no bring his wallet out and no money on him now

i asked where he stay and wanted to follow him to take

MANATAU

my dad said IS OK to him and let him go

cause he don't want ma fan and LET HIM GO

i that time really angry and forget to do some important steps

1. take photo

2. his ic num (at least)

really can't think of anything at that time

BUT

i got remember his car plate

think of i can't take anything from him but at least from 4D

others : dream on

others : think too much