Lie

How do you defined for the word LIE?

Me just simple definition on this word. Everybody sure did this before, just the way they did and why they did only. Just when the moment you found out that your friend actually lie to you, you will piss off only. Sure what! I found out that case is not a lie but just a betray feel.

That's another thing that, I really don't like people tell me that I'm LIE while I did nothing about LIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTH!

TT

I cried just only, once i talk with my sis. Just naturally my tears out. Not that only i miss my family is also because i have a big stress. The whole day i have a big stone inside my heart. How i try to let it go also it won't go. I really think of thinking doing something that is really stupid to get rid of my heart that stone, at last i do nothing and went back home.

I cried for almost 1 hour,big cried! It's start when i start talk with my sis, and my dad and my mom. My tears just come out automatically. I just can't stop it, and i feel relief. That's why i no stop myself from that too.

Is that i'm ok now, still not so, but i'm calm down already.
Prepare for a new day!

dream - dream

At first when i know that i got to go to Dream Concert i really happy and don't know why i have those unsecured feeling that i'm not that sure that i can go for it. Until today after every bad thing and plus i been told that the extra ticket is gone. I really feel tired in my heart, my body is ok but my heart is really tired. And all this cause my physical also tired. Actually are physically and mentally tired.

Do you know that your palms line show's the brain you use to think on and the working on brain. The more complicated line you have that's mean the more you more you think. I'm the one. I kinda believe on this.

Ok, I like to think everything, can said that my mind is non stop working. Of cause i don't know when i'm sleeping that time. But when the moment i'm awake then is the time my brain start to think already.

Just i don know what's wrong with me this few days and don't know what's wrong with my friends. I really feel something wrong. But i don't get to know what is that cause they are jap, they talk in jap and i don't know jap! Kanasai! But 1 thing for sure that they got talk about me, cause they did mention MALAYSIA and i'm the only malaysian there. And they don't know how to hide eyes by not looking me and talk about me. Or should say gossip on me. Really urge to know what they talking about me. TT

Ok i really have to get cheer up!!!!!!!!!!
Happy Go Lucky!


I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The weird me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DMZ

When : 25/03/2010
Where : DMZ (Demilitarized Zone)

Zone that divided South and North Korea.
Can see North Korea but just using telescope there, we don't even get to take photo near the border line.

Wanted to become 1 again.
Here that is South Korea found the 3rd tunnel that dig by North Korea.
Is a very deep tunnel, I don't dare to go down, cause i don't think I can out safely as in I don't have the energy to climb.
U_U

Provence Village
A very nice and pretty place!
Very colorful and cute place!

우울해

My 우울 mood is here again. Actually just a small matter, that's the point i don't like to stay at home. Will let me feel that I'm so lonely. Really hate this feel. Just a whole day stay in house then i can simply think and become 우울 already. WTH!

Kind of finish my 3분이야기 essay, but still haven't memorize it. GOSH~! I'll just forget when I'm nervous, and i think today I may sleep so early.

지금까지 뼝!!!!!!!!

water ain't water

Omg! I've been using money like water in Korea and this no a good sign. The stuffs here are quite expensive but there's also cheap things. The things i got is i can't tahan, cause is really cute or is really good or is really cheap in my perspective.

The living expenses in my area is consider high, cause is really in town. But what to do.

That's a special scene around my uni place-신촌. Cause there's 1 day i drank with my friends until morning 5.30am. When i out from 솔집 i still found that's still quite lots of people on road, and there's people eat noodles or BBQ pork. @@ I was wondering that time is really 5am in the morning or 5pm in the afternoon.

The debit card here is so useful, you can use it in almost all of the shop. Of cause except those stalls. Most of the Korean does not have much cash on their hand, their mostly use card.

"Sorry" never said when they bang you, step on you, split and accidentally kena you, etc. In a country that so talk about manner but not in this simple manner, pfft. WTH. Cause i keep on been bang and is painfully been bang!

so sleepy..........end!

my head blust soon

From the title can know that I'm not in good condition. I keep on feel that I go to the wrong step. Why I keep on have to choose from the 2. I really don't like that, but I know that this is life. But is suffer for me choosing which 1 to let me feel better and I can go better with. Of cause that's not always have the good outcome, but when that's a bad outcome for me I'll really regrade for the choose and keep on refresh what have I done, am I do it correctly.

I don't want to ask why, because I know this is a must.
Just feel stress and I'm not good in choosing or should say I'm afraid in choosing.
I'm dizzy from day till now....
No enough sleep and brain no stop working till now.
Brain does not feel tired but i really feel..

What am I doing now?
I really no idea..

Please let me get rid off dOwn mood!

1st post from Korea

Is been so long i never upload photos or my news in here.
I miss you so much blog.
I got many things to tell you.
and is with my down mood.
Ok, today i'm super down.
Really don't know why.
I just not up at all.
Event is outing in a fun and happy place.
I feel so bad to my friend.
Ok now I'm in Bao Haouse-a cafe shop that is dogs inside, if you have dog you can bring it there too.

Yesterday i say something wrong but i don't know is the friend take it on heart not, that's the big problem that I'm down. He is just a friend but i say something wrong i scared he will go away from me. Summore in this moment I really need friends. Is nothing serious bout the thing i said.

2nd thing is I went hunting yesterday and been hate by that guy, i think. Yesterday i really had the kind of heart that i want to get the guy phone num, but when i want to get that time, my friend suddenly tell me don't do that, cause while he went to toilet that time, he heard the stuff there talking about me and the stuffs were asking him to come serve us but he refuse to come, so we end with the guy feel frustrated towards me. What a bad ending.

3rd found out the friend i use to like he as gf already.

4th is i don't have bf.....

What a opening post for my korea day..........