ME

有精神分裂症的人 that is me.......
don't refuse to know me ya~~~~

shopping

normal for most of the woman, girl, lady also like shopping.....
but definitely not for me.....me shop with purpose that is true.....
just like that walk walk normal shopping i can said is hate....
but if company frens right...also have to see who is that fren...
whether i wan to company or not........
company frens is ok for me.....

'mou diu'

eh..... mou diu is a new word for me which means don care but is in a bad word form....
for me this is a word that can really express the feeling......

now everything MOU DIU la......

*by the way is pronounces in cantonese ya~~~

things i hate that interrupt me transfer to a pig

what will make u angry when u going to sleep or interrupting your process
me a as i said in long time post.......weird people right......
1. i hate is people step on my pillow which i am sleeping on it---- touch/move also cannot
2. lights are on even i can sleep with ON but prefer it OFF
3. talking loudly or whispering when i am sleeping......pls la talk outside cannot 1 meh!!!!
4. phone ring is ok for me BUT not that kind of non-stop ringing......SIEN ah this.....especially house phone


BUT --- my phone ring i am so ok......MINE ma.....haha....weird girl like me is like that la.....KIK SUI lo....haha

i am the queen of KIK SUI~~~~~~
*2nd is wang onni lo...............WANG~~~~~~

things must do with my yong

1. cook together and eat together without 3rd parties
2. holding hand together walk under the rain
3. help wash each others hair
4. take pictures with him every month
5. possible to celebrate every memorable or special days
6. watch drama or movie together at least once a half year(ppl busy ma)
7. couple phone...or same phone


## this not only apply to my yong.....also really apply to my ideal mate
(will be update when i got ideas lo)

serious prob

start sick again.....really sien ah....
first time no mood/feel to food ah~~~~~~

which is so so important for me ah~~~~~
actually yesterday wanted so much to see doctor
BUT going alone so scare than refuse to go d~~~~
now today this moment i don think so need la......
at this so busy moment don know is good or bad ah~~~~~
by seeing TVXQ pic i feel so much better d.....haha
leng zai leh...wan to know who are there>>>>>
can contact with me ya~~~~haha

Q & A

1. let your choose 1 thing to sacrifice to get 1 thing that u wish/want to have?
what will u choose????
eg: frens, family, money, love, health, etc....have to be important things

2. do u wan to live forever and ever which u will stay at the age of 28-29(girls) & 34-35(guys)
BUT your will see your lover frens or family die o!

these questions are my fren ask me yesterday.........what will u think about it????

1. for me most probably will be frens..........fren sorry ya~~~~

2. yes...........with the age 28-29 o~~~~~~


how bout u??????

wan last question that i asked my fren la~~~~~

Q: do you think before how come u can come to this world, why is YOU and what will u be after u die???

haha.......scary leh~~~~~~ can not need answer for the last Q la.....

~rush hour~

today is a rush hour for me~~~~ from 6.30am start
start what = rushing for assignment which due time is 9.59 am malaysia time.......
so so 'sui' that the comp lab the server like broke down....wan open hotmail/yahoomail not once give me response. feel so shit for that........busy busy till now also haven busy finish.... now is 11.09am

this haven do that haven do.........some are my part la....

summore now really really hungry~~~~SHUSHI KING~~~~(dono got the chance to eata not~~)

why shushi king...cause this week they having the RM2 per plate again.....I WAN TO EAT~~~~

still got one article need to photostate than can say is DONE~~~~

girl version *TVXQ*

guy@left : xiah, micky, hero, max, u-know
sam, charmaine, shanna, dawn , natalie : right@girl
those are by who like 1 la....
BUT if according to the age!!!!
charmaine, shanna, dawn, natalie, sam

*sam is u-know because LEADER o

jam aint butter

what people think of KL?? i don know
but for me is JAM...... no matter what time what date also JAM!!!!!
hate it man~~~~~ because of this i need to wake up at least before 7am to rush for my 9.30am class
so shit ma......summore i been doing this for almost 2 years....every every day stuck in the jam
but got 1 sem is worst....need to wake up at 5.45am just for the toilet.......cause of limited toilet...which is only 1 can be used......SIGH~~~~~~~~~~
sometime is reticulates that just becuase of 1 car broke down or small accident than i have to stuck in the jam for like few hours there......for me~~~~
i stuck before in a don know why jam for 4-5 hours.....feel so shit man.....
most of my frens suggest me to move out.....but lots of prob have to be solve.....$$ is the biggest ba???!!!!!
BUTTER is the thing i most need to smooth out the traffic ah~~~~~~~~
butter butter....come help my road become smooth ah~~~~~~

~crazy~

hero~~~~
natalie~~~~
dawn~~~~
shanna~~~~
sam~~~~
jaejung~~~~

lost

i already lost my way of thinking d......
dono what to do for assignments
dono what to do for the test
dono how to proper use of my pocket money
dono how to good use of time
dono how to think properly
dono dono dono dono.......
everything is not under my control d!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cause i dono what to control.............................

dawn 3

hate....hate what....dono...........actually i hate the changes that is unplan....
ok....u give me a time than i planned on it and now u tell me change again....
i know is unpredictable....but u give me a hope a happiness now u spoil all those..
really hard to cool down my self...
me is a person which go for planning more.....not all the time....but most la...
don tell me u are not!!!!! i know have a lot that are not but is very upset to have BAD changes u know!!!!
i really really freak out of that ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but what to do..................nothing i can do.....
SIEN ah~~~~~~~~~~

reallity vs happiness

is hard to find the equal line or what u hope when reality VS happiness
reality is a fact!!! happiness is what the fact u wan or still dream on with
most of the time the reality is not happy to be accept but have to la...fact ma
most of the people will happily accept the sweet dream / sweet talk but not the FACT
me ah....both also ok but fact sometimes will be better than u will take that thing serious rather than just keep on doing the same thing which will turn to a bad thing later on~~~
reality is not happy to hear or know.....but try to accept is ba~~~~