been a long time

been long time i no online in the middle of night lo
actually i very very sleepy but just wanted to drop something down
oh ~ ya ~ today i went ampang again to buy ramen
and i saw a real fight between the super mart lady cashier and a old man ~ of coz both korean
i know korean are not as good as i think but just feel something new see them fighting .... abnormal thinking
why i so like korea things leh
i also dono ..... i really dono ....
my mom keep on ask what make u like korea so much
just like ........ feel there are better than where am i now
may be like chinese like to say, moon see in others country are nicer compare to seeing in own country
actually know is the same but the feeling and the thing u eperience sure will be different ba i think
so wan to become a foreigner, very very different foreigner
wacthing kbs as well, i no see for the subtiltle but i can know what the drama talk about ..
again feel so good in it ~ haha
at least know that i no waste by just paying the tuition fees but knowing nothing

singing ! dream !

when i was young which is so young la
i already dream to become a singer, not just because of the popularity but also because i love singing
begining of the year i already start singing with my korean class group of fren ...
we even posted it in youtube ...
actually got 5 of us ... but now is just left the 2 of us ...
feel sad and miss them but nothing can block me from singing and get into the entertainment field
oh~~~ forgot to tell i already send our performance to woollim wntertainment that is one of the korea company that has EPIK HIGH~~ know???
most ppl eill just call me stop dreaming .... but why this cannot be my miracle meh???
hoho..... we look for it ya ~!!!!!
now recording for another song to send to SHINHWA's company
and..... today which is saturday is my second last day to work in continental lo~~~~
so fast i already work at there for 4 months lo .......
time really flying fast fast o ~~~~~~~~~~

ah long vs end of your road

did u think before find help from ah long???
u think before how or what can do when u really no choice at all
will u go for ah long once u nothing at all... AT ALL ....
and at that time u need money to settle down ............................
that is sound dangerous and scary for me...
but in now this day, today ..... it seems like many thing much more scary than this~~!!!!!
ah long may be a warm ppl for u when u really need money and that time the ppl u think will help, the ppl u think is warm blood good to u ... will just leave u ASAP once u need them ...
no way that ah long not rich.......
no way that ah long no business ..............

envy~~~so~~~~!!!!!!

just saw nat's blog........
really really envy her .... now she in korea!!!!!!
so fun looking at her pic.....
how wish i can be there .....
when i just can there .........
WHEN~!!!!!

end of the march

ending of the march i am one of the workless ppl la
yes~!!!!!
i already resigned~!!!!!!
sure ppl ask why
i just can say this work not suit me and i not suit for the work
may be ppl will ask me to continue back me degree
but i don think it works....
dono dono dono leh
really sien......

KLIA

~nat~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~shanna~~~~~~~~

~this 2 person wanted to follow them so much~~~~~~~

is been a long lone time i like airport

seeing people left, waiting people back

lots of memory in KLIA

yesterday night again seeing my 2 friend fly to korea

a place i so wish to be there, also happy for them cause they can be there as they want

when can i go korea?

when can i step out malaysia?

sturbon mind

while for an ox to be sturbon is no doubth 1......
who call me is an ox leh
sometimes i also cannot stand my own sturboness
sometimes is turn out a good ending but sometimes end up worst man
seating in starbucks for whole noon time is really enjoyable
coffee smell, soft n tender songs, lots of people to see especially leng zai got lots to see
korea - is a place that i really wan to go now, some of cause influence by TVXQ but i really wan to experience something in that country.
very curious bout them, what a country that TVXQ live like, how is like.
of cause books or internet can find out lots bout that country info.
but is really different when your body, mind and soul are there experiencing.
call me to think about others like, should i continue my study to get a degree, should i just continue the work i doing now........i just end up with a thinking of....end up all those, plan properly for go korea
my mind for this moment this day just full with have to sing well, learn well korean, plan for going korea
this is the important thing for me now
even is sound so stupid and useless and hopeless~~~~~~~~but i will over come it to let it become real not just saying like that~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
국 해 야 해 요 ~~~~~~!!!!!!!!

when

when~~~~
when can i succeed in singing
when can my dream come true
when i can become rich
when i can married
when can i be known
when can i ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
when i can~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

lazy day

cant wait for today.....
is a leave day i wanna take so so long time ago
seating in starbucks......(no money still come to this expensive place)
think of no place that have wifi
summore got coffee smell which is so nice
haha.........
thinking when should i give my resign letter.....give is sure la....but when dono leh
haven give letter i already found a part time job lo....
but haven confirm yet cause now waiting call for interview....
is a job i want to do long lo....
hmmmm...........is a comic book renting shop - HQ
haha.......... your guys sure say me gila, got a proper work don wan than go for a part time
but i really look forward for that job..........

dream

have u ever experience to keep on dream and dream
but the dream is continuos 1 o......not the same 1 o.....
just like u wacthing a drama series...
haha
sound scary leh
but i having this dream for few weeks lo
i enjoy the dream
cause the dream is not just a dream, i want it to be happen~!!!!!!

now

today~~~~ took my leave went to sunway done for my withdrawer course thing, saw some old fren.
very very different feel when i step in to college
saw people working so hard for the study, seriously no envy feel.
just feel that because is the age of study that's why they are there to study.
some sought of regret, why i will continue my study just because need to study in that age.
but regret cant help anything just can continue and work more harder to what i want and wish to do....

should or should not

what a frastrated age....
23.....what will u do in this age or what have u did in this age....
a decision whether quit? keep on work? keep on study? or really go to korea?
most of frens said keep on study if not waste up.....
but i scare i will waste for that continuos money
i'm lost and confuse......
but very confrim that i gonna quit the job i having now.......